WHITER THAN SNOW

2009-12-25T16:49:00.003+08:00

Its Christmas already.
Merry Christmas to all my dearies out there!

Well, Christmas was quite different this year,compared to the other years..hmm.
We were late for any Christmas count down at any church.Don't know why that this year, there are some weird timings...you see. So we just shush the idea of going.

Anyhow, we joined the world celebrating at KL. and OH-MY-GOSH! what a commotion there!
It was so crazy..and I am,honestly, scared.(lil' bit..)Well, i am scared they might just injured you at any moment.

Aerosol cans were everywhere, white foams in the atmosphere...and you literally can hear the sound of the 'tock tock tock' of the cans being shaken.hahaha...the symphony of aerosol cans together creates a unharmonious orchestra.But instead, the sign of the coming blow of foams at your face! *time to get shelter!* and yeap,they even sprayed on carS and busses..poor thing.

And thank God, we were safe.
I've never seen so many youngsters/ people in my life before!
haih...the thought always comes to my head...they are celebrating for the wrong reasons!!
Christmas isn't about snow or red santa cap and presents,but to celebrate the birth of Jesus!
I guess the whole world have totally forgotten about that and glorified that fatty old man with the big belly.
I hate Santa!

okie, thats all.
Blessed Christmas everyone! muacks!

2009-11-23T11:31:00.004+08:00

Wow!! Christmas is coming SOON!
yay! the most anticipated season and time is here...haha =)
get more presents (hmm..not actually la.) and love the reds,green,jingles....hate santas
but most of all, FGA SELAYANG is gonna bring the message of hope through our Christmas Service on the 18th!
yoohoo...

It very RARE for us to do something..and yup, lots of efforts has been pumped into it.

see?? look at our love~~ly invitation card! so colourful,rite??
=)

Anyway,its open to everyone...bring your family and friends .It would be so awesome for you to come.
Cheers!!
GOD BLESS and MERRY CHRISTMAS!
mauhaahhhaa =)

love & blessings,
alie

emotions

2009-11-20T20:52:00.002+08:00

Today is officially the last day of school for the year 2009! means the start of holidays! means the ending of year 2009..

gosh, look how this year pass in a blink of an eye ??

But well, this year's holiday won't be the same...it won't be a relaxing time but the start of a grueling moment to study and catch up all my subjects..haiz.. (see, all the teacher's 'motivational' talks seems to work,huh?)Well, after we did so badly in our finals.Anyway, I thank God for His phenomenal guidance throughout my finals.Tell you, I did improve in some of the subjects,thanks to HIM! there's many testimonies to say about how wonderful is he to me. =) Love you la. <3

* warning* this would be a very very long post. so if you can tahan, good.If not..you know what to do,rite? like duh~~

Looking back throughout this 6 months in St.John's, I don't know what have I done.seriously.

I have been a lil' naughty at times..and lil' playful and well, have missed God's purpose of me being there. I don't know why, but I still can't 'connect' with St.John's.

I am missing St.Mary's like crazy. (bet some of my juniors might think i am crazy but haha..you will feel it too next time ) Don't really know what's is inside me but that feeling and reminiscing the olden days in St.Mary kept on playing in my mind.Maybe its because it the ANNIVERSARY of me leaving that school.and now that the form 5s are also gonna leave..

I sounds so emo la.. =(

I just couldn't leave behind all the good things that St.Mary's has poured into my life.way too many good things...now just I realized it.CF especially.Miss you guys la...

And now that St.John's is here, I've been comparing ..tell you what, st.mary's is far way better!! in many aspects. For example, they don't do spot checks AT ALL. but in my previous school, they spot checks EVERYDAY.hahhaha...sounds so ironic,huh? and bla bla bla...

okok...maybe Johannians might wanna kill me now.

I realized that its so easy to be a goody goody in St.Mary's.not that I want to be a goody goody everywhere i go, but am I shining the LIGHT?? hmm..I felt so sinful everyday after coming back from school...its so hard to be different here!!

I read some blogs from my juniors about NOV 4,the day for School Leaver's. and I realized how hungry and lost are the people of this world that they are finding for an answer. Which I hope they found it that day too...and now, I need to get this message through for those in St.Johns. St.Johns need GOD.They need JESUS. but it seems sooo hard! what am i gonna do?!

haih...enough of my words.

God, you heard me. NOthing is impossible with you. I will just leave everything to you, ok?

alright then.

chao

2009-11-08T17:29:00.002+08:00

God said,

" Why are you so unfamiliar with me? You are my people but you

do not know me. Why do you stand so far away?

I want to c

ome near to you..."

Me :

" I am so sorry, Lord. I do not know you. You knew me since I was in my mother's womb.

Forgive me, O Lord."

I want to know you.I want to hear you voice.I want to know you,Lord.

I want to touch you.I want to see your face. I want to know you Lord....

2009-11-02T17:32:00.003+08:00

I am really really GLAD that I went for the Prayer/Sleepover in St.Mary's la.

I truly believe that God had planned for me to go, for me to be part of the school's tradition - School Leavers' Service.

Gosh...its really amazing and wonderful how God had lead me through all the years being a part of SLS..till I couldn't help but to look forward to it, even if this year, I won't be there to see what God has planned and going to do in St.Mary this Wednesday. Haih...I will just leave a BIG sigh... :(

Its just an indescribable feeling.yup. that says it all.

But yeah, still I get to play a little little part by praying for the big big day.

hah! all those dreams and visions of St.Marians girls bending on their knees, repenting and crying out to You!IMAGINE THAT! my goodness...I feel so excited!!

Though Friday was a long long long day, I knew it was truly God's strength to pull me through the day. Imagine, waking up at 5 am and at last getting a sleep at 5 am! I never knew I can do that! But haha... " The joy of the Lord is my strength.'' Being able to come back to the FAMILY in St.Mary really gave me the extra strength. yup!

Thinking about it..God is really good to CF yeah? I still remember when I was just in form 1 and now, look how much it had grown! wow...so surprised that most of you all can speak in tongues weih..how cool is that? hahah..

well well, i am now an alumni (Ms.Goh gave us that so called title..sounds so old..)hehe..my heart is always with CF and St.Mary.Really.

And I could sense that this WEDNESDAY will truly be a new beginning for St.Mary, where God is gonna shake the grounds and a great revival is gonna take place.You all played your part and now, its all up to God.So, be glad that you are apart of God's amazing history!

P.S : tell me what happen ok! chao...love you all.

Alie

2009-10-19T13:30:00.004+08:00

Exams is in a few weeks time..
urgh...
Form 6 isn't that easy as I have thought...I guess that's why everyone prefers colleges,huh?
Will I continue to as least get a 3.0?
I guess it will be tougher this time round.no not 'guess' it 'will be'

Teachers kept on repeating the same old thing,
inflicting stresses on each of us..
I hate it.
Can they just show some encouragement like.
."don't worry,its just a school exam...or even......( i can't think of anything..)
well,
they just know how to say :
'ok...class,becareful ya.Soalan ini senior kamu selalu jawab salah...Jadi,belajar ,study baik-baik becoz exam kali ini sangat tough ya..."
( you know who is this..hhehe)

I love studying for Econs, but my motivation to study MATHS flew to somewhere in the deep blue Pacific Ocean.I couldn't find it. :( but still i guess Business Studies gone to the loji kumbahan.I hate this subject.
Well, well,
time to get jealous of the form 3s and continue on living.

Let God do the rest...I will just sit still and see what he has planned for me.ok?

ok! gonna study like CRAZY!
chao~

alison
sign out.
:P

a letter to DADDY,

2009-10-11T20:44:00.002+08:00

Dear Dad,
Forgive me for I have failed you so many times.
I know I have not known you even if I called you Abba Father.
I am so sorry.
I failed to know your word..the one that you have given to me to guide me,your love letters to me.
You gave it to me but I did not spend enough time reading it.
Haih...
I don't know why... but its so hard to make a stand for you these days.
So many temptations and I always tend to fall into the enemies trap.

What will I do when people want to know about you?
I was tested today but I failed to tell them who you are to me..
my foundations about you are so WEAK!
Now I know..

So Dad, help me to hunger for more of your Words.
Spend more time with you..and resist all this world has to offer me.
You guide me in Your everlasting arms and never let me go..I know you wouldn't.
Help me also to bring in more brothers and sisters into our family.
Thank You ,daddy.

Your daughter,
Ally

Dear God,

2009-09-28T20:26:00.002+08:00

Don't let the fire go out...
Ignite it and let it burn so that it will ignite others and begin to spread that passion throughout..

2009-09-25T19:04:00.000+08:00

WATCH THIS!!
so touching :)
try not to cry!

2009-09-25T13:31:00.001+08:00

ATention !

The DAte for LYPG changed to next week..
so soory for those planning to come..hehe
")

cheers...c ya next week then!

MYPG

2009-09-23T14:35:00.003+08:00

MALAYSIAN YOUTH PRAYER GATHERING

This is my tag, btw..in pink! (obviously)
haha.. :)
and its reversed..if u can read,GOOD
if not..take a mirror, apply the law of reflection and tada! you can read it :)
lame huh?

Yeap !I am becoming lamer these few days..:P
Haih HAih..
If you don't know..the Selayang YFers went for the MYPG 4 in Malacca
held in D'Village Resort..near Malacca ZOO!!
(we didn't get to see any animals..sad. )
on Mon and came back yesterday ..
It was really a short trip there..

Couldn't find 'good' food to eat..haah
it seems like Malacca is so ....dead?
Maybe because of Raya..yeap
So guess what we ate? Fried rice + egg. :P
yeah..and and and!! barley! n the straw which you won't get in KL
the TRANSPARENT straw!
we were amazed by it..not actually but a lil bit.hehe

So the meeting was fine..
really caught the idea that youths are the catalyst for the revival in Malaysia.
We need to PRAY.
yeah..I can't forget the way the guy was speaking emphasizing that
WE NEED TO PRAY!
hahaa..funny weird guy
so we started to pray for the high schools,churches and unis in M'sia & families too.

Hannah Yeo came too.
Who is she ? She is the Subang Jaya States Assemblyman.
Cool.I was awed by her testimony.
She was called by God to be a sycamore tree..that's why God place her in the Government.
She also urged more Christians to join her in the government.
haha..reminding me jess :P
"God is planting more sycamore trees in M'sia bcoz there are many Zaccheouses who wanted to see Jesus."
Cool.Love this.
Amen.

So next?
LYPG ( Local Youth Prayer Gathering )
will be held in FGA Selayang
this Saturday. 3pm
Please come to be a part of God's plan.You don't wanna miss out,rite??
:)
cheers!

2009-09-15T16:34:00.002+08:00

The past few days have been another playful day...
I am always playful right??
urgh??!! when will I find time to study?
Nevermind Alison! its time to play..so play it fully hard!!

Went for Bowling with Hadi & Leo & Munirah...on Friday
Fun Fun Fun wei!
haha...never knew that I can bowl...n strike twice!
I know its not good but at least I did strike....
Couldn't find any restaurant to eat...SAD :( coz of buka puasa...
End up buying bread,pop corn chicks n potato wedges from Carrefour..
Poor Munirah & Hadi....
Nevermind...we learnt our lessons d...BOOK early!

Saturday went out with the Pan Mee Gang...
watched Ugly Truth....
dang hilarious movie man!!!
....and a little bit dirty too....
hehehe.... :)
Nearly jumped out from the chair...

Now, Busy with R&D thingy...
Haih...PASCAL...PASCAL....PASCAL....

Well,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!
the start of the seasons of FEASTIVALs!!!!
=HOLIDAY!!!
yes!!! :)

2009-08-31T15:41:00.003+08:00

It has been really a chaotic and busy holiday this time.nope...not talking about BUSY in the sense of finishing up my tons of homework or even the R&D thingy...
but yeah... BUSY playing.
I am trying to come back to the mood of studying...no.Its not working when my lappy is in of me and FB's temptations.
GOSH....

Let me start from the beginning of hols..
Youth Camp 2009 was still awesome even though we didn't experience God that much...like last year.
It was raining the whole 4 days staying at Golden Sands in PD...
but that doesn't stop us from enjoying the beach..
the good thing of raining...
no sun = no sunburnt
strong wind = big WAVES!
yup!!! the waves looked so dangerous and huge! but haha..we lost to the temptation of playing in the sea.Pastor actually don't allow us to play in the water...so we just say..never mind la..we play the sand..well, of coz it did not work! we played the sand,digging holes...,at last, we got nearer and nearer to the water...so, we jsut gave in and end up in the salty sea water.IT was awesome!!
Never experienced such huge waves before ...and we couldn't stop playing and we need to keep on reminding each other not to go deeper.Drank lots of salt water ..I think we can get kindney failure already...and my lips were so dry!! signs of dehydration! :P
Overall, we had loads of fun..wanna have it in Dec again!!! pleease! :PPP

Came back on Friday, then Sat went for Youth.Blackout.Have fun shouting..in the dark.What an experience!yay!

Sunday went for NECF Prayer Rally @ FGAKL.
Another tremendous/awesome/wonderful session with Ps.Philip Mantofa from Indonesia. He is such a gifted pastor man! so leng zai sommore.
Anyway, that's not important...
He told us that Malaysian churches are not doing enough to save the souls of our brothers & sisters. We are praying too much but not doing anything! sooo TRUE! Its time to come out of our comfort zones and be GIANTS for Jesus in this land...not DWARFS anymore.We musn't be afraid.Yup.
And truly God moved. Imagine this! Ps Philip asked a lady to touch his chest to feel God's fire in him...the lady wept and then slain.Just like that! He did this to a few others. and in the end, the whole hall is filled with people weeping.Its just so sudden..I began t o shiver non stop n weep...wow...God's anointing is truly in the hall.Then Jess n Jojo started crying. Oh my...then 3 of us fell/ slained...no place to literally slain..hhaha..
It's just awesome to know that God is gonna send a revival to our nation but the churches are not ready yet. More workers need to be prepared and yes, we are not prepared at all. If revival suddenly come to our non-christians friends...are we all ready to receive them?and isn't God amazing to send a guy from Indonesia to speak to Malaysians? I feel that its just so appropriate.If its a Malaysian guy, then that person will just talk n talk about unity, peace,harmony..bla bla bla.Every year also hear the same thing..but now, God is really speaking to His children here to rise up and stand up for him, reach out to those who are still lost.

We need to start growing and be ALIVE!
GOD is coming and the gates of HELL is getting nearer to those unsave.We need to start harvesting or not it will be too late !

yeah...very bersemangat now..
OKOK.need to study already!!! :O
chao!!

2009-08-14T19:27:00.002+08:00

Feeling kinda emo today,haih. =(
No reasons.
Woke up from sleep and then, I sense this uncomfortable feeling, unable to breathe and my heart pumping adrenaline.
Anxieties? Fear?
I don't know.

Spent some time with God..
and I think I got the answers.
I need to come back to him and stop spending time with something else.
haih..
easy said than done.
I just felt like shouting right now and burst out in tears...
I guess all those feelings have been trapped inside within me since coming back from NS.
but just could not let it go.

I don't know how.
My focus isn't there anymore.
My hunger is diverted to something else.
My eyes looking at every other temptations.
Except Him.
All I could do just leave a heavy sigh.

And yes,youth camp is coming..so looking forward for a refreshing time with him.
Hopefully I will be rejuvenated and revived again.I am now lifeless.
haih haih haih.
I will just let Him do all He wants to do.
chao for now

2009-08-09T18:29:00.012+08:00

Prom was awesome last night.Took loads of picture with my low quality camera.haiz.haiz

Anyway, its quite grand, I could say...the ball room is quite nice..
and haha.. johannians transformed!
all looked so pretty and sweet for the gals..
guys looking handsome and aaa....not nerdy.
kakaka

Went in on the short red carpet (haha..hw pathetic) ,snap the famous-with-the-oscar-throphy-picture...and then went in.then snap snap snap again.kakaka...feel like a celebrity.
Truly,the theme for the night " A Walk of Fame" is so suitable!!!
Then went to sit with Munirah (she looks sooo hot!my gosh!)

food was ok..didn't get to eat much.It is kinda cold..hmm ^]
but I actually wanted to eat more of the desserts..sadly..the waitresses took them before I could finish eating the cheese cake and the fruit tarts..sad
Amos was asking me..."wah..alison! you eat so much ar?"
and I replied him " you pay so much..of coz you eat la!"
I didn't get to eat finish my food though.sad..
mummy was saying ," you should bring me and i eat,while you see performance!" whatever la..haha :)

Our class performance (Jai Ho dance) was totally awesome too..
Wow,the gals totally look so hot!! n of coz..Patrick! no one will ever forget those moves!
Nevermind we didn't win the best performance..bt Mr.Han said we only lost to the chopsticks..so its ok.

The dancing was so not me.So i went out to a more peaceful atmosphere.Oh my...so chaotic inside!! The guys are so gay!all i could so is just laugh!

And it ended 11pm sharp.More snaps..and bye!

Sad.case today.the pics are all gone! phone got stolen and now..the memories will just get stucked in my brains.
But managed to revive some of them from facebook (thk God for facebook!)so here it is..

me & hadi

the leng zais in my class..hehe
leo,hadi,kevin,patrick n eugene.

me n li ting,the sweet gal!

jai ho dancers..aren't they hot?!!
(jia lin,adeline,ann,suang yuan n li ting)

picture with james

with suang yuan..and the 240 bucks pink dress!!

pics with the gals...the gossip gang n with Patrickthe gossip girls..hehe

thats all I could get hold of.Hopefully God will give some sense to the person who took my phone
and tell him not to steal!!!!
can you imagine it??
phone stolen in church!!
P.S:sori daddy,I lost another phone.no need to buy any more. :(

2009-08-04T23:17:00.002+08:00

Everyone is talking about the PROM NIGHT...non stop!
I am sicked of talking about it already..
haih :(
I am excited but not until every second asking "who is your partner?"
"what are you wearing....blablabla.."
is irritating..
hahhaha
=)

P.S:LOrd, its getting hard to follow and walk with You these days
help me that I will not fall away and follow the ways of this world.
haiz........ o~

2009-07-24T20:00:00.003+08:00

NETBALL is FUN FUN FUN!
wow! first time playing..
and though we scored 1 goal only..
I am satisfied.hehe
=)
never knew its that awesome.

btw,got THE dress d.
its a LITTLE BLACK DRESS.
kakka.
next on the list :BLACK HEELS
:=&

exams is coming soon.
maths is like....CRAZY!
if you think + maths is tough,
you are absolutely wrong.
Lord,help me!!

flu season now.
a flu is kinda spreading in class.
more & more ppl getting sick
symptoms:
1.sore throat
2. cough
3.high fever
it haven reached me yet.
hope the class will be quarantined!
no more school!!yay!
:P

so chao now.
gonna do maths maths maths drilling hard hard hard to the core NOW.
BLEUK! :_p

2009-07-19T00:04:00.003+08:00

Transformers Rocks,man!!
=)
worth all the bucks watching it..
such a long movie too.
so much graphics that my butt is stucked on the chair.
even my hands stopped digging into the popcorn box.
hahaha

love Josh Duhamel.
(the Mejor Lennox,if you don't know)
he act in Las Vegas,the show..
patut la pernah see him..
but well,he looked so much cuter in the US army

btw, KTMB is urgh!!!
forever ever ever late!
was so packed in the train
and I can hardly breath.
can they just do something??!!!!
I am sicked of it already.

The random netball competition is next week!
omgosh..omgosh..
How on earth are we going to win?
only if a miracle happens.
I dreamed that I scored...
from the opponents goal directly towards the net
and in it goes..GOAL!
but heh..its just a dream

OB Night (Prom) is on Aug 8th.
the hunt for THE dress is on.
probably a high heel too. :)
yippee!
just thought of wearing a simple black dress..
haiz...just don't have to overdo it..
make it work.
thats all.

First term is in 2 weeks time.
Got lots to catch up.
urgh..
Wonder if I took the right path.
Yeah..I think so.
Lord,you guide me,k?

chao!
love,me.

2009-07-07T21:02:00.001+08:00

May God give you...
For every storm, a rainbow,
For every tear, a smile,
For every care, a promise,
And a blessing in each trial.
For every problem life sends,
A faithful friend to share,
For every sigh, a sweet song,
And an answer for each prayer.

2009-07-05T23:25:00.002+08:00

The mass media,including TV,radio and newspapers have great influence in shaping people;s
ides.To what extent do you agree with the statement??

I am forced to disagree.
Any ideas on how to write my points?
I am going crazy thinking about it.
thks.
God bless everyone who help me =)
hehe

the kangaroos are here!!!

2009-06-29T21:01:00.003+08:00

Anyway,today was kinda an exciting day..
of course! no studies...again.
especially for Business.urgh...and PA.such boring subjects.

We had a special guests/student from Australia.
Don't know..whether its a 'privilege' or not ..(.they might share some viruses from Australia)
:)
Nyway, my class was invited specially to watch them perform their orchestra.haha..
since the school choir practically made up of my class.
We missed Econs..and Muet..and teacher is really upset.
They are from Carine High School.
And I guess they are a rich-loaded school..
know why?
They had all those orchestra instruments...wow! imagine the costs!!!
From strings and to woodwind,the drums..cello also they brought here.(you know,the big violin?)
and they were SUPERB!
hahaah...kinda.
I saw a guy, who had earrings pierced and looks like a gangster,
but guess what?!
he plays the violin..and is very good indeed!
they also had a classical guitar team...don't know what its called but they were good too.

But one thing,haha..their school shorts were very short.hehe..I guess Johannians were looking at the girl's legs.Really short,way above their knees.Thank God,they had nice legs. :)
( I m not looking k...)
And so,the whole day we missed lessons...except the last period.And I am HAPPY! :)
and maybe ,we will be quarantined...and so,we will miss more lessons!! ( just joking!)
hahah

Btw, I found this......and I think its nice.

DON'T MISS GOD'S ANSWER
The God of surprises strikes again...
God does that for the faithful.
Just when the womb gets too old for babies,
Sarai gets pregnant
Just when the failure is too great for grace,
DAvid is pardoned..

The lesson?Three words.Don't give up...
Is the road long?Don't stop
Is the night black?Don't quit
God is watching
For all you know right at this moment..
the cheque may be in the mail
The apology may be in the making
The job contract may be on the desk
Don't quit
For if you do,you may miss the answers to your prayers.

-Max Lucado

chao now.Don't quit!
love me.

2009-06-27T17:58:00.003+08:00

Got the chance to meet the PM today.
not personally though.
If you don't know,
he came to St.John's today
for the Malayan Christian School Conference
So what on earth was I doing there?
I sang la!
in the choir
Negaraku and the School Rally.
That's why..I never sang Negaraku that many times in my life before during practice
Since we were not the official choir group,we had a hard time singing coz we don't know the basics.we just sang.
The whole time,I was thinking of you,Flora.
hahah..
How I wished you were there to teach us. :)
But our teacher,a guy..was good too.He is Ryan.Look like Josh Groban
really.not lying.
He got a curly hair and a voice like Josh's!
haha..so I can say,I met Josh Groban

There were so many press guys there
and wow...u should see the camera flashing away!
makes my eyes hurt.hehehe..
:)
the whole ceremony is quite fast.
but the speeches were long...urgh
feel so sleepy..
they were talking about christian schools...
& wanted to includ BK in christian schools.
replacing Moral.
wow...but its just a proposal la.
hopefully it will be implemented.

Btw,I get to meet with Ms.Sim and Miss Goh
hhaha..
happy to meet them.
Miss Goh asked me..how on earth did I managed to sneak into St.John
shhhhhhh...
(whisper)
*)

that's all.
chao.
P.S: RIP MJ.Its shocking but do you know that worked for 45 years out of 50? wow.so long
I don't want my life to be like that.
so..Enjoy life,people.
=_)

watch the news tonight.My face might be there!haha

2009-06-26T00:34:00.007+08:00

St.John's Marching Band won state champion!
wow!
haha..
congrats to them.
It seems that they worked very very hard,
even stayed overnight in school to practice.
A job well done.
As a result,we got some 'ganjaran'
We were released at 12.30pm!yay!
1 period of maths gone!
hahaha..

check them out!

but well,
my heart still goes out for St.Mary.

p/s:i have never sang negaraku that much in my life in 24 hours.thks to choir.

2009-06-24T21:37:00.003+08:00

God you HEARD me again!
Thx Lord.
Love ya!
Muaxks!!!

Mel mel, thx for passing the pens to me yesterday.
God heard me..though I didn't ask Him directly,
but I was wishing it within me
that I can have the pens back
coz I really really need to use it yesterday..
to do some stuffs for orientation.
haha..
and just as I started doing the cutting and pasting,
MB called me and said,"Alison,can you come down and take your pens?"
hahahaha..
God is just so wonderful.
I already thought of going to Selayang Mall to get some new pens
since its with you.
thx God,thx Mel.

Well, this week is so crazy...
asking signatures from the seniors.
fuh!
its the form 6 orientation..
which we need to get tasks from the seniors..
similar to Probation week in St.Mary.
ALL OVER AGAIN.
so...
ya.so many bookmarks need to do.
I think I can open a bookmark shop already.
But I enjoyed doing it.hhaha
So far,I haven get any crazy tasks.
But one thing.......
I got one task: Sing your previous school song to Kexin.(ex-st.marian too)
and guess what?!!
I forgot the lyrics of ST.Mary's school song!!!
OMGoodnes.
How 'good' am I!
well..tommorrow just do.

chao for now.need to make more bookmarks.k!
:)
*how to make a pineapple bookmark?!
ish, = =

THE END OF IT!

2009-06-17T21:06:00.002+08:00

So whats on WEDNESDAY?
My driving test la!!
Resitting it for the second time..
fuh!..such a mental torture.

And so I missed my lessons in school to resit this...especially on a maths day!!awh..
but never mind..
I will soon be over with it!!
So I waited there which seems like eternity
went there like about 9 am but sat for the test only at guess what.......... 3.45pm.
Can you imagine the whole time waiting for your turn with nothing to do!
You just sit there and dream about anything you can think about.
But sad to say,once your mind goes somewhere,it will always come back to the test.
Then...there will be some 'big big butterflies' in your tummy which seems like its going to come out.
And later on,your mind just think of how the day is going to end..sad or happy?fail or pass?
Its realize its really a struggle to keep your motivation high.My mind seems to like negative thoughts.But its always a 'thing' that always say "Alison,you can do it.Don't worry.Cool down".I am sure its the Holy Spirit calming me down and giving me the assurance that everything will be alright.
As soon as I took the wheels...my cold sweat began dripping like crazy under the blazing heat.Uhhh..you can never imagine being in the car. its like a volcano in it.
You know what?! God answered me!!!yay! HE gave me a perfectly good car! hahaa..I think its a new car.Tell you what..usually they give old cars for bukit and everything..but I actually got a new car! hahaha..God you are GOOD!with good handbrakes and clutches...haha..God really answered me..kakakka
so..after telling everything..here comes the result.

I PASSED!!!!
HOOOOOOOOOOOOORAY!!!
:)

but let me tell you a hilarious part..
so after doing the 3-point turn,I went to take my result slips from the JPA guy.I heart was like leaping up and down.I couldn't control it.Once I touch ground..I rannnnnnnnn to the table where the guy was sitting.
My happy world crashed at once.
The guy told me that I failed my 3 point turn.And my mind began racing somewhere..huh?3point turn? What did I do wrong??!!!
He told me ..I shouldn't stop and reverse again..and I began to give him a lecture of why I did that with tears building in my eyes.My vision blurred.Then..I began begging him.AGAIN.I said "tak boleh..tak boleh." I was crying already.hahha.Then he say..Tak boleh bagi kamu pass.Nah..kamu duduk lagi,ok?.Lagi la..I say Tak boleh..hahah
Then he gave me the slip."Nah..kamu tengok dulu." I looked and started jumping up and down like really crazy..I think I was shouting too.hmmm..and I bangged the table also.
I was so dramatic.I guess everyone was looking at me.And the other JPA officer were also laughing.urgh!!! I lost my 'water face'!!! I signed the slip but tears were still pouring.hhaha.I really felt like slapping that guy man! ISH!!! How dare him do me like that. haha..but nevermind la..at least he gave me a pass,right?
so fine.
I passed.and I Thank GOD for it.

BACK 2 normal.

2009-06-14T19:33:00.002+08:00

Haiz..
the holidays are gone.
school is back
I just don;t have the spirit
to carry on.

The traveling and the constant
walking
and Wednesday.
Urghh!
Just sick to think about it.
But I just wanna put my faith and thrust
in my ever-possible God.
Yup.
Just let Him do the work,Alison
Relax and thrust in Him.

Ok.I will just do that.
and see the miracle that He's gonna do.
& then I will glorify His name.

Right now,I need to sew my pillow.
My hole-ly pillow because that
naughty,irritating,arrrrr.!!!
DOG!!!
Oh..I just can't stand him any longer.'
God give me patience.

muacks and love u all.!
Pray for me.for Wednesday.Just no need 2 know 4 what.but just pray,k?

2009-06-12T17:44:00.002+08:00

I had my own LIBERA cd!
yippee!!
I found it..

and I am gonna love it!

Yeah..I guess not many would love the music
coz it does make people sleep and it sounded so ancient
and not like the pop rock/hip hop songs...
but I love the mysterious voices and harmonies
these young boys made!
ITs so relaxing to the mind!
yup!
I am glad I bought it..

2009-06-12T01:10:00.001+08:00

Forgive us Lord
for all that we've squandered and lost
Blind in our sin we've turned from You
And forsaken your ways

Restore us O God
Remember not our prideful thoughts
Forget our disobedience
In Your mercy look upon us
In Your mercy look upon us Lord

Hear our cry to you
With penitent and contrite hearts
We confess to You
And grieved Your spirit
Hear our cry to You
O faithful Father come and heal us

Humble us O Lord
Teach us to follow all You ways
All You have to ask is to obey
And write on our hearts

Empower us O God
To be those that give so selflessly
The mercy we ourselves receive
Send us out in the power of Your Spirit
Send us out in the power of Your Spirit Lord.

-come and heal us
-Grace from the Wilderness

2009-06-05T01:08:00.002+08:00

we had a BLAST last night!!!
yeah..
we should do this more often,k!
hahhaha..
:)

so bbq party is a good idea..
yay me!
haha..but MEL MEL,thx for preparing the barang-barang ya.
we will pay u back.just tell us how $$$

btw, my phone went to hospital d!!!
yup..
ICU ward...
oh my.....
thx God ma n daddy din scold..hahaha
oh ya,haven tell why hoh..
well,its all MY fault.for putting it into my pockets..
and well,'THEY' all trying to push me into the pool and oh well,they succeeded..
and I didn't realize that my phone is inside my pockets!!
oooooooooooo..........dear
BAD BAD ME>
i only took out my water resistant watch.hah..c how clever is ALISON. =}
so..it has to be sent to the handphone hospital. :(
hopefully it will revive and all my picture is safe!!!
oh that is sooo important.
But well,thx Pris n MISS BOEY for trying to open my stubborn phone.hahah

Muacks everyone!!!
nite nite
:)

2009-06-02T12:51:00.002+08:00

Yesterday's plan was a failure...

well, i need to go back to school for some reading thingy for MUET..
and so,since its holiday,I was so scared to walk alone from the train station to school..
aiyah..you know la..bad things might happen along the way,right?
so i planned to ask dad to fetch me to school.
But he don't know the way and so I said.."never mind,i will lead u.."
and so wake up early to go school............
all the way,it was jam.. so so teruk..
and guess what???
We are lost!!
I actually missed the turning point to St.John.and I was thinkingg..."my goodness,for 3 weeks you go to school and you still don't know the way..so useless.."
so after over shooting so far away,dad stopped me at the LRT station..and from there went to Masjid Jamek station.
Guess what again??
Its just one station away...this means that we are already near my school...hahahha
so dumb of me... :)
and so I have to walk to my school,passing through a parking lot which is kinda quiet(thats y la i ask dad to send me!)
but thank God fr his protection,..i reach school safely..hahhaha

So we went to the library..(me and my friends) which actually we are not allowed to coz we were wearing casual...but nah..who cares..
we planned to read the story book which teacher asked us to read for our MUET test..and hahha..we couldn't focus and ended up playing with rubic cubes and giving stupid quizes..haiz.
all the hard time coming here gone to the drain...
its always like that!so its ok! I guess we just tembak and makan the test paper la!

2009-05-30T21:51:00.007+08:00

I am in LOVE again!!!

hahahahha :)

this is the boy.

JOSHUA NATHAN MADINE..

from

LIBERA.

isn't he cute???!!!
omggoooosshhh.!!
hahhaha..
I know I am exxagerating it..
:_)
but..but..
more photos of him.......
he is only 13 years old..
I am just over him ..
now.

2009-05-30T12:14:00.005+08:00

I am in LOVE!!!!

...........................................................

..............................................................

.............................................................

with

LIBERA!!!

check them out on Youtube!

2009-05-28T18:00:00.002+08:00

I can't believe it! I did not post for a week. :)

The week went by sooooooooo super duper quickly!
how funny is that..no.I know its not funny..
but a week has gone by...just like that.

Ok,well..
this week has been busy hopping on and off the train...
I don't know how long can I stand this..
I miss my afternoon naps at home..... :(
Oh Lord...grant me Samson's strength.hahahha
just jokin..
but it will do me good... :peace.

and ...I have never been earlier to school ever ever before in my life...
imagine...
6.40 am.reach the school compound...
omgoodness...hahhaha..
its so ironic.
I guess I got the ..
hypothesis:the further your destination,the earlier you reach.
Conclusion:hypothesis has been proven sooo very real.
kakakakka..

and..and...and...
I am excited for GLOBAL DAY OF PRAYER!!!
yes!
i get to go again!hahahha
you know what?! God answered me.
earlier,I thought I won't be able to go for GDOP this year since I will be in NS..
c..c....I got out early.I can go lo!
Praise God..hahhhaha
Btw,I will be the flag bearer...so cool.I have dreamt to hold it since....i am a baby.so lame :*

I am starting to heal my relationship with God..
I don't know why..
The passion for Him has dieded in me since NS.
How come???
When I praise & worship him...I feel like I am just singing a song..
O God,help your little girl here.please?amen

chao!!
P.S..pastor wants your cars parked in SIBKL this sunday.hear me?! hahahha..
just a GDOP message.Come on guys..lets pray together gather,k.Imagine the whole world is praying together with you too!..how cool is that?!

2009-05-22T20:23:00.003+08:00

I had a great time in CF today!
yay!
hahhahaha.. :)
thx for all the wishes, HIs and BYEs....
will come back next time...
and will totally MISS you all!
muacks!!

KRIS ALLEN is the American IDOL!
yay!!!!
I am ssooooooooooo happy :)
Just don't ask me why...
I just hate ADAM LAMBART..(sorry to his fans...bleuk!)
hahahha..
I am mean.
I hated his annoying screams....
a pain into my ears.
hahhahha.so just accept it ok!

Thats him..

KL on my OWN

2009-05-21T00:05:00.002+08:00

IT all happens due to a misunderstanding between us..
haiz... :(

I came out early yesterday around 12.40pm but school haven dismiss yet.So since I am taking his car back home, I got to wait for him.But you know la...I can't wait already.So I decided to leave a note at his car and go back by train ALL on my OWN.so brave of me...ya.I know.
hahha.. :)
The journey starts.hmmmm...
which way should I go?I practically don't know.All I knew was that I should go to Masjid Jamek to take the train to Taman Paramount.So..this clever girl followed the group of St.Johns.Where are they going..i oso donno.My brain was saying .."Just follow them la..I think they are going to the train station too.."
All the way I followed them.I guessed they might be thinking "why is this lonely girl following us.."It came to a junction where I missed them.They all separated way.Oh my goodness..where to next?
I just went walking like a lost sheep..looking at the surrounding,not trying to show that I am actually lost.hhaha..I passed the Indian Mamak shop with all those foreigners.My heart was asking for protection that they won't harm me..well,you heard the news,right?
So I found out that I have gone to Petaling Street.hahah.Went there before but still not familiar with that place.I know that I am LOST.seriously.I couldn't find a student which I can at least follow...donno where,but still...its more comfortable to see someone in uniform
Then,I got my brains back.I patah balik to where I came.(not the school la..).I wasn't that afraid..just calm and steady,trying to think.hahahha..Then,God was so good to me....he show me a TRAIN.My heart was so relieved to see a train passing by!!! that means the station is just nearby! so I went to where the train just left.I found the STATION.fuh!!
and guess what...I found some of my classmates which left so much later than me already at the station.hahha...so imagine how long I was wandering around in this big city. =)
Then I got a call.."ALISON..where are you?! Kevin is looking for you high and low in the school.!
"Oh...I am in Masjid Jamek already.I left a note at his car.." I was so tensed up..hahah.
"ok ok.Don't move.I will pick you up."
There it goes.I walked so much...and wandered so muuch...and hahaha..someone is picking me up!!at MASJID JAMEK!
hahahhhaha lol! omgoodness.what an adventure today.

PS:MY camp came out in the news! omgoodness!They say got virus there....oh Lord, protect those who are still staying there.

2009-05-18T20:38:00.003+08:00

Today is a new week!
Am i excited?
NOPE!
urgh...its back to studying and working hard!

Btw, I have changed to ART stream.
I guess...this is the right path for me!
Say bye to chemistry and bio!
hahhahah.. :)

Toby (remember my dog?) went for a grooming session at Petsmore.
This was the first time we ever pampered our dog...(y at this time?)
but well,he really needs some grooming...seriously.
His bushy hair is all entangled,his nails as sharp as a sword.
basically, he is a dirty dog. kakakak..no one bothers to groom him everyday.
SO my dad brought him there...(i didn't go..)
and lo and behold......
when he came back...
I got a SHOCK of my life!
my once bushy and hairy dog came back BALD!
seriously! He got no more hair!!!!! hahahahhaha....
...but he really looks like a chihuahua.
Remember,he is a shih tzu.Can u imagine that?!
But I kinda like him like that.With big ,kind of pity eyes.
hahahahhaha... :O

weird.This is TOBY.bofore.hairy and bushy.

This is TOBY.now.hahhahahha. :)
see the big difference???
obviously..
(so lame. :l)

so thats it.
internet is getting more & more boring.
is there anything more to search or play?
haiz... :9

2009-05-17T17:43:00.002+08:00

This past few days have been a real self-discovery process for me.I am mentally drained by every decisions that I have to make.But well,after coming out from it,I realized that I am an individual that finds it hard to make decisions.Oh..great! :(
I find it easier for me that everyone or preferably my parents to make every decisions in my life.I know...most of you might be thinking what sort of girl is this?!hahha....its really true.Sometimes,thinking of it,its makes my mind to think less.I guess I am a lazy thinker after all!hhahaha..
At this cross road of my life,its so important to make the right and best decision.haiz....I really don't know whether where I am going is right or not.My mind always telling me this and later that.I couldn't focus on something! How frustrating is that?! :O
OK.let me tell you the truth.I find out that I am always thinking of taking science related careers like biotech....pharmacist..blablabla coz I guess I wanted people to look high upon me.I feel really stress thinking about this.I know,that I need to do what I like to do.But its so mind confusing.!
Daddy and mummy didn't force me to take science at all..but I felt within them that they want me to take this stream and become a great 'scientist'.

Haiz...such a torture.Lord,U take this burden away from me.Let me just do your will.ok?

P.s:I wonder why others can make their minds up so fast about their future...are they so sure that what they choose is right?or is it only me who thinks so much.

2009-05-15T20:20:00.002+08:00

I guess I am ready to take Chemistry to the next level..
I have made my mind,
after all those gruesome-mind-torturing process...
I will take form 6 science stream.
I know it will be difficult but I will just place them all in God's hands..
YUP :)
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

Anyway,being in a boys school for the first time was quite
hmmm...fun?
hhahaha
Its so weird not being able to see many girls but well,I know I can adapt to this...
It will take some time...I know
Btw,I felt comfortable coming back to a school with rich history.
It really reminds me of St.Mary's with its culture and traditions..
and most of all..ENGLISH is the common language.
I can't stand Malay speaking school.I guess u you know why and since a banana is here..
its more comfortable for me to communicate!hahha
AND OMGoodness!! I love the building!
Its so old and English-like!hahaha...its like college school..
I will love it here.ahhaha..
If you can't imagine it...try imagine Dataran Merdeka.It really looks like that.
AND btw, the toilet is considered clean for a boys school.I mean the girls toilet.I looks like the public toilet in shopping malls.I am serious.
AND I am impress by the 'high-tech' stuffs here.Imagine this.The whiteboard (made of wood thingy) can be pulled up or down.Its actually divided into 2.so when u have written on one board,then u just push it up,then the other board will come down.Its like a pulley system here.hahha..so cool.Never seen it before.But its really old la..if u can see it.

Well,thats all my day today.Got to wake up at 5.15 am.Oh gosh...its like NS.While introducing myelf,I told the class....
"my biggest achievement...is....SURVIVING NS."
hahahhaa..
so I will surely be able to survive this. :)
cheers.

2009-05-13T18:42:00.002+08:00

I guess other schools felt intimidated by St.MAry.
Its really true,
not joking here. :)

Throughout the whole 3 days of orientation,
I guess the teachers wasn't that happy that most St.Marians were asking for transfer out.
hahaha
but thats the fact.
every St.Marian wants to get out of the school as fast as possible. =)
Every teacher who speaks were indirectly pointing at us.
They kept on asking :
"Who are from St.Mary?" then nearly 3/4 of the students will hands up.
next question. "Who is going to transfer to other school?" 3/4 of the students hands up too.(means all St.Marians la..) hahahha...
And through this ,I guess they felt offended.

It happens today again.During our briefing for chemistry in the hall, the teacher was saying to the St.Marians not to think that we come from a good background, we can act with our nose pointed high up.She really said that. At first we were all laughing and giggling but when she said this, we all quieten down. I don't think we act so sombong, its just that the perception of St.Mary is there already that its a good school with a strong foundation. haha..I really think they felt intimidated by us.SO they are actually trying to keep us there so that we can build their school name up.hahahha..
So,that the St.Mary that we studied in for the past 5 years.Be proud of it!People knows St.Mary.

2009-05-12T15:02:00.002+08:00

I brought handphone to school today..
Its the first time in my life!!
Well, mum insisted me on bringing it...
so, I broke the rules...
hehehe..
:)
And guess what?
so many messages and calls from mummy while I was in the hall listening to the briefings.
Thx God I silented it...
Yeah, I know its not a good testimony to show to others..heheh (just once?)

Honestly, I got nothing to say here.
Just that I got nothing to do online.
Haiz...
Never mind,I will write something here...

Yup! < : >
I lose 1 kg in NS!!!
only ONE!
but well,I ate alot...so..considered fair la.
But I think I will be gaining back alot alot of weight in no matter time...
hahha...

Holidays ends today for those who are still in NS...
owh..so sad for them la. :(
Enjoy the rest of the camp! =P
Oh ya! You get to hold M-16 too! awh! :(

2009-05-11T19:08:00.002+08:00

The first day of being a Form 6 student seems very weird!!
Honestly, I am not prepared to start school at all!!!
I am not mentally prepared...
Oh Lord,help me!!!
There's still so many decisions to make...makes my brain swell.hahha :)
How I just wish everyone just make it for me...
but i know i can't do that..
I need to make my own.
Thats it.

PLaying time ends.
And now is the time to work hard and continue on with LIFE.
Lord,all i can do is just commit them all into ur hands.
Thank you .

2009-05-10T17:40:00.003+08:00

NOT TO FORGET....
THE PURE SACRIFICES THAT OUR BELOVED
MUMMY HAS DONE......

WE LOVE YOU MUMMY!
THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU HAVE DONE FOR
ALL OF US!
MUACKS!

2009-05-10T16:59:00.003+08:00

hey...
I AM BACK again...hahah
so,are u happy for me or not?
:
this time,for good.
not gonna go back to the 'jail' again.ok la..not jail but sort of la.

I think i am the most blessed trainer of all!
every 2 weeks get to come back..haiz..
thx God! or not,i thk I will be rotten by the time I am back!
hahah...just joking.

flashing back the times I had in PLKN,I thk God really heard and answered my prayers!
really!
If u see my post before I went for NS,those were my prayers and God had really blessed me tremendously!
thx God.
1. he protected me.I never got sick there when others were having fever and always fainting.
truly its by His grace for giving me good health.
2.I didn't lose anything important there!!!except for pens and erasers and minor stuffs.And throughout the camp,i couldn't find my pail..but when i went to find for before going back,i found it! so its not lost!hahahha..
3.spiritual protection.
So...thcx God for everything lo

But one thing that dissappoints me is..I felt like I didnt gain any extraordinary experiences there.All the activities were the same..classes classes classes.I wanted some practical activites..but haiz...couldn't get to do it except for flying fox.I though I will be tired going into the muds and 'meredah' hutan but see see didin't even do it.
and the visitation from the Menteri Pertahanan is postponed.haiz.....so every sort of performance and kawad was stopped for the moment.didn't get to be on TV. :(

But well,I think I would miss the times i had being with my friends...esp Tatiza and Lilian.awwwhh...... ;-l
one of my bestest friend i ever had!!!
I tak sempat wanna cry yesterday when Tatiza left for Sabah...coz she's in a hurry.Imagine at 4a.m, need to wake up.but she woke up late..so she need to be fast.all i got to do is hug her.then i went back to sleep.heheh
yesterday wasn't an emotional day for me.I just don't know where are all my feelings went.I am just so tired of crying.(not that i always cry..but..)I just don't want to cry.thats all.Its really opposite what the trainers said..that everyone will cry.haha.but i didn't.

I thk I missed NS but I am more trilled to be back HOME!

P.S :PLKN Kump 2 Siri 6/09 ROCKS!
Go Bravo!!!
Though we had many bad memories together, but we will always the remember the sweet times we have...

AS WE GO ON,
WE REMEMBER ALL THE TIMES
WE HAD TOGETHER
AND AS OUR LIVES CHANGE
COME WHATEVER
WE WILL STILL BE
FRIENDS FOREVER!

after 2 weeks...

2009-04-24T16:51:00.002+08:00

i am back again!
yippee!
hahha :)
its just a 3 days break..specially for me =)

Still quite sick with it already,
always the same thing over and over again.
Always got scolding from teacher because the dorm s dirty..and so we couldn't get back our phone
on Friday.
some of us even cried when teacher don't want to give us back our phones..
so pathetic..
for me, i tak kisah pun.no need to rush for the plugs to charge.yup!

Btw, the Menteri Pertahanan is gonna visit my camp on the 5th of May!
so practices has begun ...
i was supposed to join Water Sports which is kayaking ...but i quitted coz it needs alot alot of stamina..they need to run for soooo long! so i tak tahan..and btw, i m wearing specs la..after my specs drop into the water ..macam mana?
well..its all alasan only.I wanted to join Chinese dance la.hahahha..
so i quit from kayaking and join the dance.I was excited for it!I will be holding the umbrella.
hahhaha.... *)
On that day,there will be tv reporters too! hehe...so c me k!

Theres no water for the past few days...so tension!
imagine the whole day doing activities and you are so sticky and smeelly...
and there's no water?!
all we had was the kolah water which is from the hills but its sooooo dirty! its chalkky!
and that day, we have to drink chalky water...ewww.
many fell sick drinking it..eventhough its boiled..
so THX GOD I AM BACK at this time!

I am also eating alot there..
I don't know y i had the appetite to eat.
OMGoodness...
i guess my aim to lose some kilos tak jadi..hahahha
i wasn't dieting k..bt still wanna be fit.

God has been good to us...
i believe.
and we started praise and worship d!
yay! its so fun to praise and worship God here!
we sang a song yesterday...MORE MORE MORE.
this is the first time singing it...and its so fun!everyone jumped and really :the heart for Jesus is all out..and everyone sweated.yup!

but the thing is...everyone is mentally and physically so tired!we had to wake up..soooo early!
imagine waking up at 4.30 in the morning?aiyoh! i wll never wake up at that time man!!
thats all la.

*peace*
chao!!

2009-04-11T10:42:00.041+08:00

Check out my camp! =)

This is the flying fox thing..below it is the big lake which is very deep
because it used to be a mining pond...so just imagine falling into it..
you will drown. :)..there are big fishes in it too!

Some pondoks in my camp for shades... ;)

Took this picture of the boys dorm while going down from my dorm.
You can see that the girls dorm are way up high but the boy's are way down.

This is the Makan Hall. So we all eat here and here where we also assemble.
If we got nothing to do,we just sit here and chit chat.
There's not many ppl yet coz its still early.Breakfast is only at 7.30am.

We assemble everyday like this before going into class.They haven go in the maching field yet..
The red flag is Alpha's and the blue flag is my company Bravo's.

They are going in the marching field. This is what we do everyday...rain or shine.We must march!SO tiring! ...

The food we ate on one of the days.Its yellow mee with black sauce + some
fish balls.We don't usually eat this...I just thought of taking this..donno y.

This is taken last sunday.Its raining and Bravo is on duty for the parents visitation day.
I was at the big gate...and then i saw this beautiful scenery where clouds hung around the
majestic hill.....awww..so awesome!

This is the padang kawad. We are not allowed to step into it simplily.I just don't know why.
Its just a tar road!Btw, we assemble here,even before the sun rise...so its really dark
at dawn and night here.

That's the classrooms where we 'study'.Its just a plain block of building.

This is my dorm! 2 dorms per company.Mine is the right one.The back of the dorms.Over the gate is a road to go down..which we are not supposed to use.
This is the back of other dorms.Does this reminds you of Pudu Jail?
Yeah.....I know. :PI took this on one fine evening.So beautiful.I felt like this place is closer to the clouds.
I just don't know why...

At the back of my dorm...we hang clothes here.And behind it is the jungle already.

BRAVO!!!The toilets.There was no water on the first week!
so we need to bathe using the water from the
kolah..(if u know what it is...bathing tub)

The big tangki water.

My dorm on the first day..when there's no one yet.
Its so creepy when you are alone there.hahaha..
I know....it looks like jail,hoh?

But well, it isn't that creepy after all after some noisy bunch of people
arrived.
My camera got problem..the lens.So forgive me.Blame the camera. !)

Meet Laura..the girl from Sarawak.She and me always got communication
breakdown.I don't un what she say and she don't un wht I say...
so its difficult talking to her...
I tend to get impatient..hahaha

ME,Laura and this small girl is Tatiza,the one who can speak
in tongues since kindergarten...
my close friend here.

All from Bumi Kenyalang. ( sarawak la...)

Me,Tatiza and Lilian.Two of my close friends here.Can you believe this?
Both of them are good friends back in Sabah..and they even got the same camp!
So good!

Say hi to Harin! the only Punjabi girl in this camp.Pity her,she needs to
follow the Indians to kuil...
Cute girls...
Lilian...smart girl.
The chinese gang in my dorm.they don't speak English at all...
haha..
My Malay friends...One is Ayein..and another one is...............
donno.Me and Ding Ling.
she is also from Sarawak, a Methodist.
She speaks very loud and noisy..hahaha

Harin,Me,Nyta and Atikah.Close friends here...

Me and my friends!All in baju celoreng...Its very hot in it..

and when you sweat,the sweat just flows..coz this clothing does not menyerap the sweat.
So its really yucky to wear it twice without washing!I salute! haik!WE are all Bravos! with one of our trainer.

....The End...
Thanks for watching..

I AM BACK!

2009-04-10T13:19:00.002+08:00

I'm back !
but well, its only for a few days..thx God!
better than nothing, right?!
i actually planned to come back on Qing Ming and then apply for a 3 days holidays so that i can get a week holiday,but its not allowed.Haiz..all my hopes dashed!
I pity those malays cause they don't have any holidays till the semester break in May.The chinese get Qing Ming,the Christians got this 4 days break for Good Friday and Easter and the Indians got the Indian New Year ( i really don't know that Indians also got New Year!seriously!!)
so..some of them was saying like "oh...how i wish i was a christian now.."hahahha. yeah. *)

the first week in Kem Setia Ikhlas,Semenyih was really really boring.We didn't do anything except waiting and waiting,eating and marchings.We wait for our uniforms.I tell you,wow! Malaysia government is really rich! they gave so many things! 22 things in all! class uniform,PE shirts, shoes,socks,towels,baju loreng (the blue army uniform) and many other things..)so throughout the whole week we just take these things.So its really boring and I really felt lonely.The chinese got their gengs..I was with them at the beginning but i couldn't communicate well with them..so I just left them and mix with the malays.
The first week was really a tough time for me. I felt homesick,I just don't know why coz I don't usually have this feeling when going for camps.I cried on the first day and then the second day.I asked God that he will continue to give me strength.And yes, things began to improve.I made friends from Sabah and Sarawak.Thx God for them for they are a bunch off friendly people.My camp only consist of Sabahan,Sarawakians and Selangors.But well, there are a division problem here,between the Semenanjungs and Sabah-Sarawaks.The Semenanjunng will mix with the Semenanjungs ,and the Sabahs & Srwk together.I choose to mix with the S&S ppl la..coz I really feel comfortable being with them.SO...throughout the camp, my BM and Chinese really improve..ahah..and English is very rarely spoken here.hahhaa...
Btw, let me give some informations about my camp.My trainers say that this camp is the best camp in S'gor and among the best in Malaysia.(ahem..).They even that diplomats from 30 countries came to visit the camp in the last batch...hahaha.If you have seen the advertisement on Khidmat Negara, its filmed in my camp too.So hows cool is that?! hahah..all boasting!! but well, Thx God for everything lo, that this camp isn't that bad..got a big lake here with big fishes, and at night you can see the starts so clearly! its so beautiful! This place is actually a forest but the trees were chopped off to build the camp,so its kinda 1/2 forest.The girls dorm is on top of the hill, while the boys' are down.So imagine we all girls have to climb up the hill everyday,passing the creepy trees to reach our dorms! our exhausted legs! but well, i realised that my stamina has improved alot..now,i can go up much easier..seriously..its like going up FRIM hill everyday!
The food here is not that bad.No flies here.Thx God! There are 6 meals a day.Don't say its a lot..coz when you go through the activities,our stomach goes growling every second and we all rushes for the food! seriously!hahha..The chicken here are quite nice,fishes..hmm..ok.but the veggies....eww! some are really over cooked or really raw! i ate the taugeh that day,and its raw.My friends here say that the veggies here is old already.hahah..whateverla.I just didn't eat their veggies..heheh. =)
Our daily routine is waking up at 5 am.(i never knew this time even existed!)..done everything then we clean the dorm a bit so that we don't get scolding from our trainer.After that we go down to the kawad field.The surrounding is really dark at this time,so we need to walk in groups..not alone!It takes 5 min -10 min to walk to the field.its really far! Then after everyone assemble, we will sing the Negaraku,Lagu Khidmat Negara,Ikrar ( i lead that day! coz no one in my company wanna do it!hahhaha) and then the Doa (for the muslims). Later on, we go for Character Building(CB) class.ITs really boring.Its like teaching us how to be human again and we all practically try to force our tired eyes to open throughout the 2-3 hours! its really a tiring process...btw, my teacher,a man is really boring.You hear his voice, you will automatically sleep! And another thing,he only has one upper teeth! seriously! hahahha..on the first day, he give us 1 minute to ask him anything.I wanted to ask him ''why he has only one teeth left?" but well,out of my 'respect' to him.,i didn't.hhahah.Its really funny to see him smile..hahahha.
Basically, there are 4 companies in every NS camp.Alpha,Bravo,Charlie and Delta.I am in Bravo.SO after every CB class, we have other class.I have learnt, First Aid,TTS ( somesort of self defence) and Navigation( we learnt about maps and compass). In every class we need to wear the blue army uniform with boots.It looks cool in it..but seriously...its so dang hot! and the boots are heavy! imagine having to march and run in it!!
Anyway,the trainers here are friendly and understanding and sometimes fierce!.The man trainers here are really dirty.They love to give dirty jokes...ish! :O
As I have said, I mix with mostly Sbh & Srwk ppl. I am especially close to this girl, Tatiza from Sabah. She's a Protestant and so..we grow close.And believe it or not, she can speak in tongues since kindergarten! how amazing! So we like to talk about our churches,bible la..all those things la.I thk we will be sent to ISA if ppl heard us...haha.And everytime we go up to our dorm,we need to pass through a bridge with lots of trees and its dark.,we will pray in tongues silently coz there are evil spirits everywhere.The malays will pray their thing loudly.So we felt uneasy so we pray lo.3 weeks here,there are so many unwanted things happening.There was one night when the Muslim had a special prayer to avoid from disturbance from the 'unseen'.One of my dorm mate, a muslim too, told me that they place gates here in this camp which is unseen,on ALLAH can see. Automatically, I knew that this is not right.On that same night, many girls got hysteria, including my squad leader.Its really a scary night....hahah..I prayed for God's kingdom to be build there,not the enemies' and His precious blood to cover us and I got SMS from MB that really encouraged me.I know that God I with me..so I am not moved.Ps. 91 and 121.
Thx God, there are many Christians here from different denominations.But there are many protestants too.So thx God again. Youth Alpha programme is done here too,every thurs and friday.I am a little bit dissappointed coz they didn't have praise and worship ( they say it will start next month..huh?!) but games only which is quite boring too coz the class is really big and so,not many will participate and its hard to handle so many trainees.The boys are naughty and love to shout a lot so its really noisy and messy. The group that came also insisted on speaking in BM though they are not fluent in it.(most of them are chinese) coz most of the trainees here are from Sabah and Srwk.We told them its ok to speak in English but they are afraid we can't understand...so..haiz.I am quite tired listening to BM here...Then at the end of the class, they will teach simple Christianity lesson.like who is Jesus,why did he die for us..and this la.
On Sunday,we go to Kajang AOG.Its like FGA too which speaks in tongues. But in BM..again! we couldn't go to the English service bcoz its late.haiz...but the BM service is ok..i can understand..i like the praise and worship.Its a total change of atmosphere.So its fine with me..but preaching in BM isn't that fun.I really wanna sleep that day,including the others coz we are all so tired and the speaker spoke about worship...so we all fell asleep except me and a few others.I felt so embarassed to be with these ppl who slept! so rude!hahah..and we had communion last week.The cup is miranda...so..its yummy.hahhah =)

NS is basically like that.Racial devisions is still clearly seen here.its always Muslims and non-Muslims.The muslims will eat the other end of the table and the non -m at the other end.so when will this gonna end? hopefully at the end of ns.hahahha
so yup!
that's all.
get more updates from me!chao!

HAPPY GOOD FRIDAY !

THE DAY JESUS TOOK THE CROSS AND OUR SHAME

THANK YOU,LORD!

2009-03-19T03:03:00.002+08:00

Fuh!!
I finally packed finish my huge humungest bag!
OFF TO NS IN FEW HOURS time!!
for a 3 months stint...or might be 1 1/2 months..
not quite sure yet..
btw,
REMEMBER ME IN YOUR PRAYERS!
thx,ya!

pray for:
1. strength ( physically n mentally & spiritually)
2. PROTECTION ( physically & spiritually =)
3. not so hot weather... -0
4. not so wet weather... *0
5. health +p (wanna be healthier)
6. not to lose stuff
7. good trainers..
8. fun stuffs to do..
9. good memories..
10. come back in one piece..

AND MOST IMPORTANTLY,
BE ABLE TO GO TO A CHARISMATIC CHURCH & THEY HAVE CHRISTIAN CLASSES
yup.

overall...
I just wanan enjoy myself there!!! muacks all of ya! i gonna come back sooner than u think...so don't miss me! (not)

my saviour,my god

2009-03-16T15:56:00.001+08:00

My Savior loves, My Savior lives

My Savior's always there for me

My God: He was, my God;

He is

My God is always gonna be

wow!! found this song..love it!!
so check it out http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gt0WluTpFTg&feature=PlayList&p=F040404DA8B29A4B&index=1

nah..this is my new lappie..

(li N)

this is the look at the side..lenovo is the brand

=)my hand...means its really shiny!

of coz la..new wat..haiz haiz.

I know its blurr,k...don't know what happen to the camera.ish... ;(

btw, its silver and black. =)

2009-03-15T17:07:00.002+08:00

ISN'T it amazing ?
to hear from the lips of Jesus saying
"WELL DONE,MY GOOD AND FAITHFUL SERVANT"
awh...
Its like a father praising his daughter..

Well,this is what Pastor was talking about today..
yup!

Btw, this is what I wanna emphasise...

IT'S NOT HOW WE START BUT HOW WE END..
SO...
LETS END THE RACE WELL.

2009-03-14T20:19:00.001+08:00

THANK YOU MUMMY AND DADDY!
yup!
Got a new laptop, thx to mum and dad..
will upload the photo next time for u (li anne) to see,k...
hahha...

2009-03-13T00:29:00.002+08:00

Well...
ALL GLORY TO GOD!
haiz..
everyone is saying .."well done,well done...congrats/bla bla bla..."
but really deep within my hati..
I felt a little dissappointed for not able to get straight As..
but..all is done is done..
Praise GOd lo!

But ...
Even with good results, comes higher expectation.
Now,
I really don't know what am I going to do for my future.
So many advices but the decision still has to be made.
Should I enter Form 6?
many advices not to...
but i am still not sure..
Lord,
this is the crossroad of my life...
hear me and answer my cry!
I just wanna do your will for me.thats all.

I wanna do Graphics..but is that what I wanna do for my future?
Dad and Mum seems like looking down on this career.
I know I should follow my heart...i know.
The future in this seems blur but this is what I can see myself in.
That's all.
Haiz...haiz..
so..enjoy studying in secondary school people!
Coz..making decisions like this isn't fun at all.
How I wish God just make that decision..and I will just follow it on.
I just couldn't stand it!

Now..I think I will apply a scholarship or maybe enter a college and study arts.

ps. : i do pray,people.I do.just that I couldn't sense or hear what God wants me to do.How do people actually know what God wanted them to do if they haven do it? (un?)..yup.this puzzles me.

2009-03-11T23:37:00.002+08:00

Great news,people!
Fail again!
omgoosh! =(
failed the slope part.
so officially I have to resit twice.
( never felt such a loser in my life before!)
Well,this time,can't blame anyone la..
coz I think I am the one donno how to balance it.
the car moves backwards though i tried...urgh~
I went up smoothly and got into the line..but then..the rest went horrible.
And I took away my water face and haha..begged the jpj guy.
I don't even want to come out of the car! ( see how determined i am?haha)
Everyone is looking at me.. ( i still got time to look back at the others..hmm)

btw,I began to lose hope..
but God helped me to pass my road..
it started raining heavily and all i could think of is "oh,no! I am gonna fail again!"
but hehe..
the rain stopped by the time my turn came..
and thank GOd for the jpj guy..he's quite good la..
I felt comfortable driving in that car..heheh
oh ya!,I nearly forgot to wear my seat belt and the jpj told me..hehhe
Thx God lo!
Meanwhile,(i got to say this..)
I get to know soo many frens here..heheh
from my agency wan la..
they are so supportive and friendly..
escp this girl who keep on telling me "you can do it,you can do it!"
really thk GOd for her...and the others oso la..
hhehe..we all stayed there,waiting for each other and asking.."so how is it?"
like u know..hehaha

so.......
another result is coming out tomorrow.
I actually don't know what to feel right now..
coz I kinda forget about SPM..( got it?)
wait for the butterflies in the stomach tomorrow la..k
Whatever the result is,I just put my faith in GOd and he will guide me through it all.

Thk God for everything lo.
thks for all ya prayers too!!! muzk muzk muzk (:*)

2009-03-10T23:12:00.002+08:00

hmmm...
i got nothing interesting to blog right now.
hmm...
what should i write??!
nothing?
but i want to. :)
ok.
pray for me tomorrow,k!
everyone who reads it now.
heheh
big test tomorow.
really! its big! or not i need to pay more $$$$
so..please!
hahha (wondering what test is it?)
ok la
my resit for driving.
thx GOd its tomorrow so that its not next week
TGIT!
btw,
went for my drivign lesson today.(again..fuh!)
and it went quite well.it was a different instructor,thx God for him.but he doesn't know the way to the testing center,(haha..how weird,right) then i need to instruct him.Thx God (again) that i remembered.or not..... u will see a missing people ad on newspaper 2mrw,ya!
so did everything....learn bukit.hopefully everything will be done well.God,i depend on you.
then....
it started to drizzle alittle bit.and its dark already,7 something..pm
we are heading back to my house...but he went the wrong way.omgoosh.he went to a place with so many bushes and trees..and it so so dark! the road is like going to genting at night.so imagine that.all i could thk of is..."Lord,protect me from any harm and danger" coz i don't know who is this guy and i don't know whether is he good or not.So i told him..dat this is the wrong road home.he U-turn and lo and behold..we continued on the journey home.fuh!
he kept on talkign and talking along the way,and since i am a banana,i just smile and say "ah''.."oh".heheh.
wow...i wrote quite long hoh.
well..don't forget..pray,ya! muazk..and love all of u!
Alie chao d.

Psalms 5

2009-03-06T16:09:00.001+08:00

Give ear to my word,O Lord
consider my sighing.
Listen to my cry for help
my King and my God
for to you I pray.

In the morning,O Lord,you hear my voice;
in the morning I lay my requests before you
and wait in expectation.

You are not a God who takes pleasure in evil;
with you the wicked cannot dwell
The arrogant cannot stand in your presence.
You hate all who do wrong.
You destroy those who tell lies
bloodthirsty and deceitful men
the Lord abhors.

But I,by your great mercy
will come into your house
in reverence will I bow down
toward your hoyl temple.
Lead me,O Lord in your righteousness
because my enemies make straight your way before me.

Not a word from their mouth can be trusted
their hearts is filled with destruction.
Their throat is an open grave/
with their tongue they speak deceit
Declare them guilty,O God!
Let their intrigues be their downfall
Banish them for their many sins,
for they rebelled against you.

But let all who take refuge in you be glad;
let them ever sing for joy
Spread your protection over the,
that those who love your name may rejoice in you.
For surely,O Lord you bless the righteous.
your surround them with your favor as with a shield.

2009-03-04T23:43:00.006+08:00

It was a hard day today.. :(
I just couldn't get over it.
ok.
breaking the news now.
I failed.miserably.
All I could say was why didn't I do it properly?! coz I know that i can.

Lord,why?
I spoken to you many times asking for your guidance...for alertness,for a good vehicle..
but why is it all the opposites?
Are you testing me after i what i posted in my previous post?

ok.
no more asking question.
let me answer all that is wondering in your mind now.

so what happened?
The first thing that i did was naik bukit.ok..so waited and waited.then my turn finally came.As soon as the guy stepped out from the car,i knew that this car had problems.haha.I guessed it right.I couldn't pull the handbrake down..so i called the jpa guy to help me.And well..ok.Bad start but the car iss able to move.Went up the slope,didn't pass the line.Do it again.This time i managed to kena the line.The fella was like "ok,bagus."but then it wasn't that bagus anymore.I pulled my handbrake but it wasn't enough...so i went down the hill.The handbrake was so tight and hard that i don't have the strength even to pull it!I used all my strength i have already..i thought it would be enough but I FAIL. :(

Then i was sent out of the car.I never imagined it happening to me.While waiting,I was feeling...awh...why didn't pass?(to other ppl)..So,went out of the car..and literally begging the jpa guy to give me another chance.but he say cannot.well..i am not a professional begger..so i had no training.So i failed.

I didn't go for my parking and 3 point turn test.

At the on-the-road test,i was quite confident of at least doing better.but it started rough too.The previous person who sat the car parked it at the slope.So i couldn't move the car.It went back.The jpa guy was kinda mad d.But he still let me go on.Thank GOd i managed to move the car.From then on..my mind became blank.Then it came to the gate which is a slope too.I didn't brake hard enough..so my car was moving quite fast towards the junction.Awhh..from that time onwards...i knew i failed already.I even passed the white line..haha.But the slope is so steep that i can't manage to brake so much!I begged the jpa guy again.He stepped out and asked me to go over to the passenger seat..but i don't wanna budge.hahah.stubborn girl.I oso didn't think i would do that.btw,i saw some ppl looking at me.. +)

I just don't understand why i can do it perfectly well during my practices..hmm.
I think i am too nervous that i became kelam kabut d.

Btw,everyone is bribing and sure enough they passed.
imagine this...
this girl who bribed..the jpa guy helped her to press the brakes,and tell her what to do so that she 'pass'. and another case, the jpa lady asked this guy who also bribed to U-turn so that no need waste time completing the test.OMGoodness! how terrible are they! and they passed! (like duh)just like that,paying RM200.And so..in the van,everyone is asking..how much to pay to bribe the pegawai.And at last,one guy said.."ok,lets bribe together."
omgoodness.
well,honestly,i have thought of bribing too.seeing those ppl who passed so easily,never had to resit again made me jealous.but i know,i am compromising my faith.and thank God after speaking to mummy,she is also an anti-rasuah fan.haha.
so..c..what is happening to our corrupted country?pray people!

WOKS FOR MACC! ( i m thinking of reporting it to them!shld i?)

I am mentally and physically exhausted by this thing.urgh! lets go ns.i don't wanna drive anymore. let me remain as the passenger la!

2009-03-03T16:45:00.002+08:00

Had driving class today..
the last one! (hopefully)
tomorrow will be the test.
so pray for me that I will be able to pass with flying colours! haha
Well,it started off badly..
coz I was sleepy and my mind was dreaming..
So my instructor was like... ish.
he told me to put into 1st gear..i put 2nd gear.twice.
i was like ...man!what happened to me today?
so he started 'cursing' me,saying....
"Alison.Exam cannot like this wan!Like that then sure fail."
=(
I told myself...i rebuke that!
I am going to pass! (God please help me..that i will be more alert!)
that's all.
Its raining so heavily.I love it.muacks!

2009-03-01T23:40:00.005+08:00

Had a good time yesterday at Sports Day.See...i am a good St.Marian.hahha.
Good Job to all Pringians.
really proud that Pring won the tent decor.haha
I miss those times cheering!=p
and I am glad to see all those old old friends.with transformed faces.haha.

Btw,service today was great too.Had a great time listening to the speaker,Bro Franklin
and I felt really encouraged by what he spoke today.
He spoke about times of testings and trials.he referred to John 6(the story about 5 loaves & 2 fishes?)

Rejoice! when the Lord tests us becoz he loves us.
Whatever situation that we are in,all we have to do is-to have faith and he will expand & multiply.With the little hope we have ,he will distribute it.
When times are hard,'go up to the mountain' and spend time with him.

It's back to the relationship with HIM! when a storm come around us,wait for HIM & invite him in the boat.AMEN!

so How do we stay with Jesus?
# we stay with the Word
#we might not understand the circumstances but he loves us and he will bring us through it all.

So..thats the summary of what he spoke about.
Well..since he is a psychologist,he told a little about y he wanted to become one.He said that he wanted to inspire others and make influence someone's life.What he said really dawns on me..coz i also wanted to make an impact in someone's life.even if its someone.
haha..btw,throughout the message,i remembered u,mellissa.haha.u wanted to become like him..don't you?u shld listen to his message.maybe i could get the recording for u.if u want la.hhaha.

got the curler d! i am soo happy!
it really has 10 functions.
and i had a hard time using it..
coz i don't understand the manual book. :(
faster come back and help me!

2009-02-27T00:08:00.005+08:00

ok..
here's some updates....
my ns camp will be in Semenyih..which is in Selangor for those who doesn't know.
its not in Negeri 9 for those who tot it is. ::)
well..
i have mixed feelings about this plac.e.
its near enough to home that i feel...ok. thats good coz mum & dad can visit me ..
but this place sounds very........boring la
haiz...
God gave me this place..and i should accept it and have fun!
yeah!
so pray more for me k!
i going theere for the battle of the mind and body and spiritually!
i will come back to tell ya all the good testimonies...( ya... :] )

2009-02-25T13:00:00.004+08:00

i am being naughty today...
i ponteng work!! hahha
told mum to call my boss to say that i am not well..
but i am not lying..
i wasn't that well yesterday..so i don't wanna be there and feel like a fish..
so..i ponteng lo.
but now i feel very much alive.thx God.

ok. i won't be at home for 3 months...19 March till 8 June.
(remember,my burfday is the day before 8..hehhe)
coz i am going for ns!
haiz...hope the curler will come by then!
i don't want to wait 3 months for it.
it gonna open school by then and i won;t be able to use it!
urgh.
anyway...there will be so many things that i will miss out during the 3 months there...
i hope to see AI's finale lo.
hehhee..
and hopefully i will get somewhere in Sarawak or Sabah.
main reason : there got many trees and long rivers..so it will be nice,never been there b4,get to sit free air flight.so i think it will be nice there.and another thing! there are more churches there since its like a christian kinda place...so i get to go to church.
hahhaa :)
and hopefullly not : getting a place like in Kuantan or Terengganu.
main reason : its sounds like a very hot place there.i donno y.

so pray for me ya!i knoe its still a few more weeks time but ya.

Toby has not been bathing for like....since saturday.and he stinks.he poops alot! ...still very cute though and he loves biting the tables and chairs till the paint came off.bad boy la he..

i have started memorising verses.hopefully i get to continue it for a long time =) coz u know me.i am not a person who keeps the spirit alive in doing something...un?

2009-02-22T23:09:00.004+08:00

aiyoh...why 28 march?
sivaghami aka sent me an sms just now..
this is it..

"hi darling.im arrangin a group of beautiful n stunin gals 2became
ushers for our ex church member weddin reception.will u be able
to take this honour 2become da usherer.Ur
pleasant smile n warm greetin is really needed.Please reply me asap.
da reception is on 28 march."

haha..i am so..speechless! well...sweet beautiful words hoh.
but i really want to part of the wedding!
so long didn't go for weddings!
i want to be the usher too ..
u see...
being able to wear beautiful dresses and just being girly pretty..
hahha..
just a girly day.
but y the 28 of MARCH?
y can't it be feb? :(
coz at that time...i will be drench in river water and mud on my body and being yuckily dirty...
somewhere in this country..
urgh..
i am already in NS!
so so sad. :(
now i feel like i don't want the 2nd batch.(doink la u..)

2009-02-21T23:54:00.004+08:00

went for water baptism today at Bukit Lagong!! (our usual place)
so we had a splashing good time there playing with water
and well..
picnic too..
fell down 3 times thanks to Pinky for holding me..and cause me to slip on the rocks!
my palm sort of like sprained for a few seconds then it healed..sort of hahha
and i bleed a little coz the tiny mini stones went into my fragile skin.. :)
hahahah
i am just over describing it..
but its a true story.
not lying here,k!

this is for u! :&
btw,there were such a huge family support from those getting baptised...wow!
amazing..
the family..(forgot their names) came from far far away Ipoh just to witness the baptism of their relatives...wow! from Ipoh man!!
and so there were so many people! first in history that water baptism got so many people...
hahha.imagine...3 cars load of people going in the bukit lagong.
but well...they weren't having lots of fun.after the ceremony they just chao already.they didn't even get wet! huh?!
but well..thinking of them..if i am them,i will go off much much earlier for i know how it feels to be strangers,ya?
anyway..after doing nothing...
me,pinky and sheralyn went up stream and since we don't want to follow the others who went deep deep into the swamp to look for fishes...(they couldn't find any..tadpoles only.hahha) we went stone throwing.we got bored and so we went back to the "camp site".btw,there were some inconsiderate human washing their hairs with thick shampoo! and then imagine where those larders go? into where all of us were swimming la! so..ish!
then all of us went back drench in shampoo water.haha..not so la.k

meanwhile..
another thing that has been bothering my mind...
hmmmmmmmm
every says that my jobs is paying me tooo littlee!!
they were saying that teaching jobs should be paying more than what i am getting ..and they even advice me to better work as a waitress coz it doesn't need your brains...yup it true..yeah?
i try to tell them..well, never mind..just want the experience..
but after thinking..yeah its true.so how?
haiz...wanna go back to school!!!!

eh eh!!!
current news!!!
i am in for ns 2nd batch!!!
i am happy! but donno y..but i am really hapy!
yay! thx God that my study plans can berjalan lebih lancar lo!!hahahha

2009-02-17T23:53:00.002+08:00

ATTENTION EVERYBODY!

what is a BRYOPHYLLEUM ?
(is that how it is spelled?)

well..sad case today..
the students at the center were doing their science ujian (standard 4) and they all of them were asking me what is it..(blank in my head)
well..being a science student and of course i studied BIO, i told them.. " hmm..its a plant.And i think it lives in water."
omgoodness! how on earth did i study bio for 2 years and forget what this is !
so..i just smiled ( feeling soooo embarrased )
and they went to check the dictionary (special case coz all the teachers oso donno what is it..)
and well well...they couldn't find for this scientific word in the normal english dictionary..
so at last they just tembak the question.
i feel so embarrased..its ok if i didn't study about it before.. but i did! now i know..my brain are rotting in the grave!! oh no! ;(

(another dumb scene)
"teacher(me), what is a WIND PIPE.."(and pronouncing it as PI PE..haha.correcting them..)
"oh..its a type of pipe. (blurr ..hhe.tembak something lah.)
"what pipe is it?"
"i guess its a type of pipe la."
asking another teacher ," teacher, what is a WIND PIPE?"
teacher : WIND PIPE ah....go find the dictionary.
....went finding.....
the student kept on asking the same question over and over again to me..
i got frustrated...and said ...i say I DONNO!
then a quiet student told me.." its this..(showing the part on the body)
me : ohhh...i know ady!here ah..(showing the part on my body)
me thinking : cheh...the bronchus lo.( well..i learnt it as bronchus not wind pipe. so ...excusesable.) :)

so the end of the SCIENTIFIC day...you might be wondering what type of teacher is this but well..hahha..tell you! i am not qualified! so please excuse me!
i chao ady!

(bryophyllum...what is it? seriously!)

2009-02-14T23:15:00.004+08:00

There's so many things that i wanna say ! Well,din blog coz din get the chance to do it coz kang and wei (my bros) have been playing it for so so long! and i need to ask them to give the computer to me! and mum came in to back me up..so hahha..i gt what i wanted!!!
so yeah! i got my new watch! its a Polo brand and its not that expansive for a watch la. its original price is Rm159. but thx God got 70% discount!! so got it really really cheap. and thk God that i saw it coz its really at the far end corner of the display boz.hahaha btw, its a metal strapping.Actually i really really want a plastic strap coz its more comfortable but well, after much 'pujuking' from mum that metal strap is 'more tahan' than plastic strap.so yeah.i gave in. :( but i want a white strap!nvm. and i tried to convince mum to buy the cheap cheap watches like the RM 10 watches (ciplak wan la) but she keep telling me that it won't 'tahan lama'!. Well, she said that "never mind the price as long as it got good quality and can 'tahan lama'.hahha..well, you said it. but i missed my old watch which i have lost it during the CNY travelling...haiz..where did it go?! well,that watch was given to me by daddy on my 9th birthday.so its like so so long ago..and it 'tahan very lama'. it didn't get spoilt at all except having to change its batteries and strap.So that watch have been with me for a very very long time! and i don mind having it till i die coz i like it really really much! missing it! *(

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thats story no.1. the next exciting news is...... (drum rolls please,..) i bought the story book i wanna read!! yeah! "P.S. I love you" thk God i didn't buy it last time coz this time i bought, i got 20% discount! so i got i cheaper! yay!!!! muacks mummy! :) i just finished the story book by Helen Keller..(hmm..don't know y did i take so long time to finish it...hmm) and so i started reading my new story book today. tell ya how it goes la,k!
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3rd story..hahah ~) i made pan cake yesterday! yay! for the 1st time in my life! and its blue berry pan cake. i did it at the center for the children to eat so...yup.i had fun frying it on a pan. ohh...thats y they call it pan cake....now i knoe..heh. i know i am dumb sometimes!
its so easy to make =) ingredients :eggs,flour and H2O.how easy is that!?

So got church tomorrow and playing keyboard. need to sleep early! hd a good practice today. so chao! muacks! and HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY! and thz for all your messages! may JC be your valentine forever!!!!

2009-02-11T19:22:00.002+08:00

Is it true??!!!!
SPM result coming out on the 23rd??!!!
huh!?
so early?
i am not readyy!!!

who say? ~_~
donno..
saw somewhere wan...
khabar-khabar angin saja kua..
hahhaha
but serious..
i saw it somewhere.hehe

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ok..
whatever,
i have been eating like...A LOT.
and i am feeling like my tummy is gonna burst!
but how?
i just can't stop eating!
I am committing the sin of gluttony!
oh Lord, forgive me! ~~~ please?
everywhere there is food,i sure eat..how not to stop?
and worse still, i am not excercising.
i am feeling very teruk.
i don't even dare to see me weight on the weighing scale.
now CNY is over,but still, i am eating tooooo much!
Lord help me to overcome my huge app.and then slim down back to the normal size.hhehe
~~~~please....~~~~
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i am so excited!!!
yippee!!
mum has got a curler + many many other hair stuffs!
its all in a box. and by what she said, there are about 10 donno alat untuk rambut in it!
yeah!
so i can play play with it.
i can curl, straighten and blablabla
hehhehe
btw, the product is not bought. hey..i am not THAT rich ok.,ppl
use some points wan..donno la..
hahha..but i am happy.i kinda got what i want and therefore,no need to go salon to waste hundreds of $$$$ lo.

thats all.btw, work somehow quite ok already.they are really talking and playing..and yeaterday..i made milo for them and i kinda donno how to make like 'real'milo (which means using condense milk) and they say its too sweet d.haiyah whatever la..just drink !

2009-02-10T11:46:00.002+08:00

How does it feels when i have lost my eyes and ears?
means i can't hear and see at all..
imagine yourself seeing the darkness and the only sound we hear is silence..
oh...how horrible!

I am now reading a book by someone named Helen Keller.Have you heard of her before?
Well, the book is about her life..
she is a lady who has lost her sight and hearing and still, she made it into university.
In that book,she describes how she learn words and how she communicates with other people without being able to see and hear.
It really fascinates me that she even wrote a book!hey..the book is not like so low standards ok...the words in it is so amazing! wow!
the way she describes everything is so amazing...how i wonder that someone like her can write and describe well but someone who can see and hear but couldn't write even simple english stories..like me.. :)
She told in her book..the way she sat for her college exam where someone has to read it for her and then she need to read it again (using the braille) to double check.AND she passed!
ANother thing that amazes me is that the only way for her to communicate is through lip reading..(i donno how she does this) and also by spelling it on her palm. Imagine going to class and someone have to spell it out for you in your palm!
she is really someone who inspires me and well...she never gives up! if its me..i would have given up years and years before!hhahaha

"For after all, every one who wishes to gain true knowledge must climb the Hill Difficulty alone,and since there is no royal road to the summit,I must zigzag it in my own way.I slip back many times ,I fall,I stand still,I run against the edge of hidden obstacles,I lose my temper and find it again and keep it better.I trudge on,I gain a littlee,I feel encouraged,I get more eager and climb higher and begin to see the widening horizon.Every struggle is a victory.One more effort and I reach the luminous cloud,the blue depts of the sky,the uplands of my desire."

-Helen Keller

Dreams,dreams,dreams,,, ~

2009-02-08T19:49:00.002+08:00

took a nap in the afternoon just now after church and after lunch,
like usual,
and i noe,
i eat,then sleep,
and i noe..
its not good for me,
and i noe...
i will be fat one day if i continue. (ooo... xp)

and i had a very long sleep..
around 2-3 hours
ahhahah...
and i had a very very weird dream..

i felt like writing out..coz i am not sure what it is..
you know,
sometimes,God wanna tell something through dreams..
and i know weird dreams are not very normal..so
ahhaha

it goes like this..
i couldn't remember all of it..but try la

so..there was some bunch of people..youngster,youths..
and i was one of them..
and then,mummy sent me to like this place where all of this youths gather la..
i think its like this...
the place is very dark..and got lots of trees..
its like a forest kind of place..not so sure
and i imagined it like its a deep valley, cave thingy
and there,at the end of the place,got this run downed house which looks like haunted,
you know...with strands of cloths flying and flying...in the wind
i basically donno why are we there for..

the place is just so dark and so 'cave-y'..like in a deep pit
its scary =l
and suddenly..
there was thunderstorm there! ..it haven't rained yet but really strong wind
and there was no other place to hide!
except for the run-downed house!
so all of us cuddled together at that place
and the wind just blow and blow..
the cloths were flying and flying in the wind like in a haunted movie
we tried to use our cell phones (hahah...donno y my dream got this =)
but all mati ady
we can't use them
i remembered now that along the way, there were stuffs happening..
couldn't recall properly
but i noe that all of us were very very scared..wondering why did we ended up there.
and i also remember thinking "what will mummy think if i didn't come home" sort of thing

then suddenly,
there was this person..not sure a man or woman
who asked us to line up in a straight line..
now we were at this place: like a road down a hill and there was so many trees and its very very dark
and that person,asked us to walk one by one down the road..
heading to the dark place down there (oh..its scary!)
the trees at the side of the road,
so the first was a boy..
who went down there..i know he was afraid too..but the person was like forcing us to go..
so the next or the 3rd was me.
i was really really afraid..thinking what will happen to me
but as i walk (sometimes run,) the place become more and more bright
and at last the road ended ,and there was this sandy ground.(with little grasses here and there)
and i saw someone whom i thought was mummy fetching me..but it was someone i know..
but who cares..i just ran to her and hugged her..
she was in a kancil car..hahahha....and so she sent me off

the whole dream was so weird and scary at the same time
but i don't think its a haunted kinda dream..coz there;s no ghost or whatever..
and so that's the end of the dream and i woke up at that time already,thinking what is it about,
honestly, these last few days i was dreaming this sort of dream,
donno how to describe them..but yeah..its a dream.

2009-02-08T19:09:00.003+08:00

The greater the DESPERATION, the greater is the VISITATION.

- profound words by Ps.Rennie Tan..
Ps.of FGA Selayang,my church
hahahha
:)

SO...ARE YOU DESPERATE ENOUGH?

we sang this song during worship today,..and its is such a wonderful worship song,
all of you should listen it!
here is the lyrics..

Glory,glory,glory to the Lamb
Glory,glory,glory to the Lamb

For you are Glorious,
and worthy to be praised
The Lamb upon the throne

And unto him,
we lift our voice in praise
The Lamb upon the throne.

so thrust in HIM!

2009-02-06T00:14:00.003+08:00

Thrust in the Lord and do good

dwell in the land and enjoy safe pastures

Delight yourself in the Lord

and he will give you the desires of your heart.

Ps.37:3&4

If the Lord delights in a man's way,

he makes his steps firm,

though he stumble,he will not fall

for the Lord upholds him with his hands..

Ps.37:23-24

...and the 2nd day,

2009-02-05T00:12:00.002+08:00

needs to go to the center at 8 am, but then,

hahha, lol

the car broke down,, (can't start)

so thank God that daddy's car is there ready to sent me..

but well, i just felt normal,not like ..
"oh,oo...I am late for work!"

so,

the lesson with the standard 2 pupils, the two boys went well today

haahh

they began to kinda speak up more with me..

and they like to play play with me..

awwwh..they were very cute la

luv them! muacks!

later on,

lunch is mee goreng or chao mian,

its is much much better than the bihun sup that day..

thx God!

the other students then came,

today they don't have much homework, so they were playing and making lots of noise,

but i didn't do anything to stop them

had some trouble with the photostat machine.

urgh!

its so complicated..

i was alone at the center at that time..

and i need to photostat some stuff for my lesson..which is kinda alot..

suddenly,

there is this red light coming out from the button..

omgoodness!

what happened!

and my mind was like thinking..

oh oo...spoil ady??!

and thank God,i used photostating machine b4 at the church..so i kinda know what to do,

so i open the inside thing..

found some papers stuck.

took it out, and hoping that it will work again..

but sad! it didn't..the red light is still there..

so, i just off it, hoping that my boss down realise it..

hahha.,,plan didn't work

she came back and asked me..

"alison, you stuck the paper inside ah?"

"hmmm...errr.yeah..just now i try to copy the thing and i got stuck inside.." (trying to find an excuse)

but well, she managed to get the papers unstuck...and so the thing didn't spoil...

ahhhh.!

the class , english today was quite ok.

i had a better time with them..and they ask lots of question..

i need to translate or give the meaning in mandarin...so i simply just blah something out..

hhahah...donno they understand or not.. :)

don't care la!

so well,

2nd day is much more better than the 1st day.THX GOD!\

thats all..mucha! :*

the 1st day of 'the-i-m-not-jobless-gal'

2009-02-02T23:47:00.002+08:00

it was just when the sun was rising up and i am already awake!!!
no. no more holidays for me.
Work work work.
so off i go to the center..in BBS

morning was quite ok.
btw, i only work on mondays and wednesdays coz i can only teach bm & bi..
and salary per day is only RM 35 :( ....quite low lo.
my first two students are standard 2 pupils.
both can't understand english or some simple bm..so i need to teach them in mandarin..
urgh!...and sometimes i can't find word to translate..so they just look at me....BLUR.
well..nvm.
and got one boy who can't spell the simplest english like reading or beautiful..hmmm...wondering whether he learn d or not.. :&

and then...LUNCH time!
ate bihun sup...which taste like..hmm..no comment.
the bihun is so keras!
i can't chew it or swallow it..so i just telan inside..omgosh!

later on..
other students came,took their bath.
i got quite a shock to see the number of students..
and they all speak MANDARIN!dang it!
i was quite terrified to talk to them, so i just walk and walk around..
felt bad as i was paid to handle them :(

but as time goes, they became real nice to me..
they are really good talkers...they talk ALOT!! omgosh...
the first time children talks so much!hahha...which sometimes good.
and so i told them that i am a banana..and they are quite good at understanding me..
hhahaha
but then classes start at 4:15. i am teaching bm.
well, my class have 6 students and they are all boys...very very TALKATIVE boys!
and i had a very very hard time teaching them as they are very good at answering me and giving bad jokes...urgh!
example.." kata adjektif adalah untuk beri sifat sesuatu benda"
(laughing laudly) " hahhaa...SI-FAT.HAHHAHA"
omgosh.
and there was this little boy name Sean.i bet he can't understand a sngle word i taught...and so i had to teach him personally.but the other boys are quite smart.they finished very fast..so its kinda hard to handle two situations at one time! and the boy can't understand english or bm..and my chinese translation is so bad!!! God help me!!! so i have to tutup my air muka and have to ask other boys to translate them into chinese...
THANK GOD FOR THEM...(thats the only reason i can find.) :)
at last its time to go home..the time i am longing for, for sooo long..and i nearly cried hearing mums voice..donno y..
well..i donno whether i can stand for another month teaching,though its only 2 lessons for month..but let God do what he wants la..
haha/ :)
thats all the sufferings that i went through today..
TQ,LORD FOR BRINGING ME THROUGH THIS DAY..
y am i suffering so much?

i m not jobless!!

2009-02-01T23:54:00.002+08:00

" so what you doing now?"
" nothing...holidaying..haha.ya la..just watching tv and on9.."
"aiyoh..so lazy.Go work la!lazy bum..

so everyone has been saying that to me for the past 1 month.and i got pretty bored with what every one is saying.Its not that i don't want to go to work..but where?? planning to work at Growell, a kindergarten but has been procrastinating since like last year?
and so..
i asked God these few days that he will open the right door for me to work.
and yes..
he answered me,almost immediately!
hahha

so..i am gonna work at the childcare center at BBS owned by one of my church members.and i really thanked God, that at least i know who is my bos and that i can work better.
but am i ready>?? dunno.
i kinda forget already how to minus since i am very very bad in maths. i have been using calculator like for so long that i 4got how to use the tradisional method! haiz...just worried that i teach wrong thing to my student...hahahha. i am just so a paranoid.i know.

well, i am going to work at 8 am and a monthly salary of about 1K.gonna teach little primary kids. (hopefully they understand English!! )
so basically thats all..time needs to move!so nite nite!

2009-01-30T21:16:00.004+08:00

I so wanna read this book...

'P.S I LOVE YOU'

but it's quite expansive la..
haiz..sad :(
can someone give it for my early birthday present? please? (' ')

this is the summary...sounds interesting, right??

Holly Kennedy is beautiful, smart and married to the love of her life - a passionate, funny and impetuous Irishman named Gerry. So when Gerry's life is taken by an illness, it takes the life out of Holly. The only one who can help her is the person who is no longer there. Nobody knows Holly better than Gerry, so it's a good thing he planned ahead. Before he died, Gerry wrote Holly a series of 10 letters that will guide her, not only through her grief but in rediscovering herself. The messages are Gerry's way of informing Holly life goes on. The messages include various tasks and treats Gerry has left for Holly. This is his way of letting her know he will always be there for her. Each letter sends her on a new adventure and each signs off in the same way: "P.S. I Love You." Holly's mother and best friends, Sharon and Denise, begin to worry that Gerry's letters are keeping Holly tied to the past, but, in fact, each letter is pushing her further into a new future. With Gerry's words as her guide, Holly embarks on a journey of rediscovery in a story about marriage, friendship and how a love so strong can turn the finality of death into new beginning for life.

loves romantic and sad books like this...awwhh.. =)

2009-01-30T13:27:00.002+08:00

you know what!
that day,i was brushing teeth and then, the toothbrush hit my gums and then, lo and behold,
it became three ulcers..
it was excruciating and so painful !
and it began to grow and grow and then two ulcers became one and so it was two big ulcers on mu gums..
i can hardly talk and eat and of course,brush teeth!
so ...
what i did was i gargled with salt water over and over again and salt water is like my drinking water already!
and i went on for nearly a week! throughout the CNY week...urgh ..so saD!
and then i can't tahan anymore...so i asked God to heal me...many times..
and you know what i asked?
"God,heal me...i don''t care if there is a pimple on my face during CNY..i just want to get rid of this ulcer in my mouth.."
and so..
guess what!
GOd healed me! and He did even more..
He answered my prayers..
there's no more ulcers...but there grows a pimple right at my cheeks!!!!
hahahaha
and it was pink and hahahah..everyone can see it!
how funny is GOD!!!!
but nvm,..i can eat better without this ulcer..CNY is all about eating and so now i can eat so much better..
i love him la...

2009-01-29T17:12:00.003+08:00

so fast!

and CNY is coming to an end..

i am not 'them' so we don't celebrate till the 15th day..

hahah

my family are not so tradisional and not-so-like-to-follow-custom wan..

and even the family reunion dinner doesn't seem to look like one too..

so..

got ang pau ady

and gonna get somemore today,later..

going to popo's house

where i gonna meet more relatives..

played with firecrackers at daddy's side..

its illegal..

but who cares..

as long as we had fun and don't get ourselves burned,then its ok! :)

and yeah..

i did lighted the big big firework thingy..haha..first TIME!

so cool!

even my brother don't dare to do it!

haha..i noe,i am very brave galll// : perasan.

so i juz only finished the 1000 pieces puzzle!!!

yippeee!!

so what's next?

my plan : since its so expansive to frame it up,i will buy a glue (UHU,maybe) and glue it to the board..and then can lo! then hang it on my room!

awh..so nice!

i am on the way reading THE KEEPER'S DAUGHTER..

which talks about a dad who gave away his daughter who had Down Syndrome and the mother doesn't know at all.she thought that her daughter had died during birth.quite a long long story but i aim to achieve my goal for the hols to read it till the end..i began to read it since last year and still haven finish..so imagine how thick it is!!! :*

so.tata!

have a fun weekend and stay preetyy cool! ya! muzzk people!

2009-01-28T15:28:00.004+08:00

some alphabetical thingy to share with u all...
Attention
Bible

Choice
Destiny
Eternity

Pay ATTENTION to the BIBLE so that you can make goOD CHOICES which can lead us to our DESTINY and end up in heaven for ETERNITY

Father

And
Mother
I

Love

You

2009-01-28T00:31:00.006+08:00

2009-01-27T14:34:00.002+08:00

so there its is the week that have gone by...
it was a week full of travelling and driving...haiz..(kesian daddy :( )

so on thursday
- went to fetch sis from Kampar..
-its a few hours journey drive from here.
-and the good thing about going there is getting to EAT good FOOD! yummy!
-and yupp..we eat delicious food and quite cheap too..hhahah

so on friday
- didn;t go anywhere
-lepaking at home

so on saturday
- went to selayang mall so that sis can do her last minute shopping
-spent hours at parkson and went the whole mall didn't get anything...so pathetic la!
- choosy girls cn;t find anything wan!

so on sunday
-well...didn't go to church today...its so weird
-went balik kampung
-and God really blessed us all!it was a very smooth journey.i prayed for good weather that it will not be so hot and God answered...he pour down rain and the air was so cool aand chill! and what a wonderful journey..and the traffic was so smooth ,not a single jam...and most of all..HE kept us all save and sound...
-and he gave us food when we couldn;t find any restaurant open ..hahhaha

so on monday
-chinese new year
-we travel home..
-the journey was wonderful..makan makan junks in the car..
-then went to Ipoh to see see...
- wow! so many nice buildings there...St Micheal's school is soooo beautiful! i oso saw SMK.Ave Maria ( my mum's old school) and its nice too! how i wish our school is like that!
-then went makan makan at the food court
-and we reach home!!!
and TOBY was very very excited to see us home..and he's very hungry !

2009-01-27T13:51:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CINA NEW TAHUN EVERYONE!

have a marvellous time with family and friends!

2009-01-20T01:07:00.002+08:00

Amazing grace

How sweet the sound

That saved a wretch like me

I once was lost,

but now I'm found

Was blind,

but now I see

'Twas grace that taught my heart to fear

And grace my fears relieved

How precious did that grace appear

The hour I first believed

My chains are gone

I've been set free

My God, my Savior has ransomed me

And like a flood His mercy rains

Unending love,

Amazing grace

The Lord has promised good to me

His word my hope secures

He will my shield and portion be

As long as life endures

The earth shall soon dissolve like snow

The sun forbear to shine

But God,

Who called me here below

Will be forever mine

You are forever mine

2009-01-18T23:58:00.002+08:00

I guess this is the verse of the year...
i always hear it, see it,...it juz popped out in unexpected places..
i think God is telling me something here..
and yeah!
i believe that he's starting something great in my life..
and i will juz leave it all to him
for he knows who am i..
and he has all the plans set before me..
so..
conclusion..
i love my God..
and u should love him too..
coz he loves u too! :*

Jeremiah 29:11

"For I know the plans I have for you.

Plans to prosper you and not to harm you,

plans to give you hope and a future."

hosanna

2009-01-18T21:59:00.002+08:00

I see the king of glory
Coming down the clouds with fire
The whole earth shakes,the whole earth shakes
I see his LOVE and MERCY
Washing over ALL our sin
The people sing, the people sing

Hosanna, hosanna
Hosanna in the highest
Hosanna, hosanna
Hosanna in the highest

I see a geNeraTION
Rising UP to take their place
With selfless faith,with selfless faith
I see a new REVIVAL
Stirring as we PRAY and SEEK
We're on our knees, we're on our knees

Heal my heart and make it clean
OPEN up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me
Break my heart for what break yours
Everything I am for your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity

2009-01-17T00:59:00.002+08:00

yey!
so..
it was a good day today
got to go back to CF
and being warmly welcomed by old old friends..
ooo..juz miss all of u all so much.. :=*
and well,
it also felt quite odd feeling
coz i no more gonna sit at that table anymore,
not gonna stand there in front giving announcements,
no more writing and counting how many people on that day,(hahaha...seeing Jun Yin doing those things today...thumbs up! :^)
not gonna see how well is CF running worrying what is coming next...
awh..
and now...
we juz sat at the back...
at the very corner.
watching all the young ones taking the place we once stood..

i doonnno why did i write all these...
but my hands were like typing all my emos out!

well...
had a good time with all of u all..
haha
then the time the message from the YWAM team spoke
it just felt like its all from God..
this is the point where i am gonna make the important decisions in my life,
what m i gonna do next ,
what m i gonna do in the future,
and after hearing them speaking,
i just feel like helping others and caring for them..
i think that will be so much more meaningful than scoring 10 digits salary and have a good good life!
as u c the world isn't getting much better, and there are so many hunger stricken people in this www,
its very tiring seeing them suffer, ya noe?
and wat more?
Jesus is coming...and i don't think that getting phds is gonna help those people.
so wat about helping them and just giving them food food and clothes and shelters while waiting for Jesus?
hahaha
the problem now,
i donno where to start
i donno m i ready for it
i donno anything!
so help me GOD!

i felt like working in the UN...
what do ya think? huh?
i noe...
UN not doing a gud job..

2009-01-17T00:43:00.002+08:00

The computer resurrected~~ AT LAST!!
Yippee!
and i have been missing it since.... awh :*

so...
sis has already gone to Kampar for UTAR...
well,
went there with 1/2 of the family...to send her off..

and ohhh....God's really really bless her sooo much!
ok...Kampar is actually devided into 2, which is East Lake and West Lake...
then, she and her frens were already like renting a house at East Lake...
then on that day, mum & dad went with her to see the house,
and lo and behold!
the place is like PITCH BLACK!
the surrounding area was soooo creepy like its haunted! soooo scary!
there were like so many abandoned houses and shop houses and long long lalangs!
and there were cows on the road too!
how terrible!

so,
they went to find another place,
and so they got this guy number
and he gave her a room in West Lake, which looks more lively and cheerful...
hahah
and there were many students like there...
and thank God!
the man is a Christian!
and he is very very kind of good man la..can say
and so she got a room and its kinda nice oso la...furnished ady
for campus life
she wanted to tell her frens to shift in with her to West LAke but her ignored it!
so foolish!

so after so much...
i noe that there are many many of you people who r gonna study in KAmpar..
so choose wisely
choose
West LAke.///\
remember,
West Lake..
not East Lake ...
ahhaha :P

memo to the disorganized

2009-01-10T01:59:00.002+08:00

1. If my private world is in order, it will be because I am convinced that the inner world of the spiritual must govern the outer world of activity.

2. If my private world is in order, it will be because I make a daily choice to monitor its state of orderliness.

3. If my private world is in order, it will be because I have courageously confronted the messiness of my ways of living and chosen to bring them under rigorous discipline.

4. If my private world is in order, it will be because, having face up to what drives me, I listen quietly for the call of Christ.

5. If my private world is in order, it will be because I respond to Christ's call to be a servant and form my life-purpose,my community roles and my personal identity around His fondest wishes for me.

6. If my private world is in order,it will be because I have made a daily determination to see time as God's gift and worthy of careful investment.

7.If my private world is in order, it is because I have begun to seal the " time leaks" and allocate my productive hours in light of my capabilities,my limits and my priorities.

8. If my private world is in order, it will be because I have determined that every day will be for me a day of growth in knowledge and wisdom.

9. If my private world is in order, it will be because I seek to use all I learn in service to others, as Christ did.

10. If my private world is in order, it will be because I regularly choose to enlarge the spiritual center of my life.

11. If my private world is in order, it will be because i am afraid to be alone and quiet before Christ.

12. IF my private world is in order, it will be because I absorb the words of Christ into my attitudes and actions.

~ these memos are from the book "Ordering Your Private World "

given by Ms. Sim which i am reading right now...

so ..read it and u may benefit from it! :)

peace brother *)

go go go!

2009-01-09T15:21:00.003+08:00

It will be a long long holiday for me!
its kinda good and kinda bad la..

i am missing school so much!
the friends i made throughout the whole 5 years..
the rules,
being a prefect (i kinda of miss 4a4 08..dunno y)
being a secretary..writing and crying ;( ...hahha
studying (what??!! but yea :)
doing projects ...
and most of all,
CF..

time passed so fast!
it feels like its just yesterday that i stepped into the gate of st.mary
being the youngest in the school
and now..
i am an ex..
(feels so old la)

its jus so weird waking up at 11.30 am,
thinking that wow! ...everyone is at school and recess just finished!
and now...i just woke up!
omgudness!

and holiday has been 'like that lo'
eating and playing,watching tv and sleeping late and waking up extremely late..
so fed up already!

i kinda excited for ns...
hahaha...so random feeling

ps : for those who r still studying,cherish the times u had with ur frens and appreciate them. Enjoy the moments u get busy with projects and also studies...enjoy the beautiful school u had and even the teachers :) heheh...i noe u never thought that u will miss school life somehow..but i tell u... > u will miss it!
ps: to friends in cf : take this opportunity to serve God..u are certainly so blessed to have the people who are hungry to see God's hands to move in st.mary.stay strong and keep going above every thing else for Jesus! yeah!

"Seek yee first the kingdom of God and his Righteousness and all things will be added unto you "

-u noe where this verse come from,right?

and by the way,sis will be leaving to kampar tomorrow...donno what feeling is within me..

and the bad thing about it is,

she will be taking this laptop.. :(

and this means that..

i don't think i will have so much time on9

and not soo much blogging..

unless i use the pathetic computer downstairs.

which is my bro's

and i don't so like to use it.. :)

well........

2009-01-06T15:36:00.003+08:00

say hi to TOBY!

ME w TOBY!

isn't he adorable?

he used to be called Toto..

but what??!

Toto sounds like the lottery number!

so we changed it to TOBY!

He luvs lazying around....like that. :0

T-O-B-Y

2009-01-05T15:22:00.002+08:00

Yippee!!!

we had a new doggie yesterday..
dad bought it for RM 550 .. (considered cheap for a shih tzu for ur information)
and yeah..we were very very excited and happy and its sooooooooooooooo cute!
it has fur ( long hairs) all over his body!
awwwwhhh..
and this is the first time ever that we rear a dog in the house..
thank God that Toby din 'lak tau mo' (drop hair)hhehhe

very well...
its was very hard to get him to sleep..
sis had to sing him a song to tug him to sleep.
so pampered huh?
and so,
today, he was so sleepy that he kept on sleeping...
haiz haiz

2009-01-02T16:31:00.002+08:00

it was 1 am in the morning,
i stepped into my pitch black room,
no sound was heard,
not even the rustle of the wind through the window,
or even the dripping of the rain that had just stopped.

It was just me, and me alone.

I turned on the light.
My heart began to feel lighter,
at eased as i can see,
the once pitched black room.
I stepped in to changed into my shorts,
after celebrating the 19 years
of my sister living on this earth

suddenly,
i heard something,
near the window.
I paused for the moment,
My eyes staring at the window,
my heartbeat began to race.
I could see something ,
something moving,
then it ran upon seeing me..
I screamed
and raced downstairs,
ITS A RAT!!!!!!

Daddy quickly took the wooden baseball stick,
going into my room as if he is going to war.
my brothers and sister ran up to see the commosion,
"daddy, don't kill it!"
with fear drawn across our faces,
fearing that a rat could end up dead in our room.

Dad closed the door,
we waited outside for the result,
we whispered ,
so that we won't frightened mickey mouse (thats what we called it)
we waited and waited..
and we heard sounds of beating and thrusting the wood onto the floor.

Dad came out at last,
"did you catch it?"
"No"
"I think it ran under the bed"
???!!!!
the curious children of daddy went into the room,
hoping to take a glimpse of mickey.

We looked and looked,..
suddenly,
behind the cupboard,
shawn said,"its the rat!"
mickey was standing on its two little toes,
trying not to make a single noise.
we called DADDY..
and the catch begin.....

Mickey ran across the room,
and ended up stuck between the cupboard,
dad took the opportunity to hit it with a broom..
"awwhhhhh!"
"daddy don't hit it so hard" , we cried.
then it became weak and dad took it out from the tight space.

It is still breathing.
Dad swept it into a plastic bag
and Mickey was thrown into the bin.

and here is the end of the RAT that created havoc in our house in the beginning of 2009...dead. *)

LOVE

2009-01-02T16:19:00.002+08:00

LOVE must be sincere. Hete what is evil;cling to what is good.Be devoted to one another in brotherly LOVE.Honor one another above yourselves. Never be lacking in zeal. but keep your spiritual fervor,serving the LORD. Be joyful in hope,patient in affliction, faithful in prayer.Share with God's people who are in need.Practice hospitality.
Bless those who persecute you;blessand do not curse.Rejoice with those who rejoice, mourn with those who mourn.Live in harmony with one another.Do not be proud,but be willing to associate with people of low position.Do not be conceited.
Do not repay anyone evil for evil.Be careful to do what is right in the eyes of everybody.Id it is possible, as far as it depends on you,live at peae with everyone. Do not take revenge, my friends, but leave room for God's wrath,for it is written : " it is mine to avenge; I will repay," says the Lord. On the contrary,

"If your enemy is hungry,feed him;

of he is thirsty,give him something to drink.

in doing this, you will heap burning coals on his heads."

Do not overcome by evil,but overcome evil with good.

-ROMANS

SPCA

2008-12-29T18:12:00.002+08:00

SHELTER AND PREVENTION AGAINST CRUELTY TOWARDS ANIMALS

so,yup.
we went for pet hunting today to SPCA!
i juz donno why are we so bersemangat to get a dog..
we reared so many dogs ady..all oso unsuccesful...haha.
the last one we had (a shih tzu) ran away!haha
but i think this time we were very 'into' dogs rite now..
i think coz our aunty who brainwashed us..

so we went there at Ampang..
there are lots and lots of dogs ,mostly stray dogs type.
so it didn't inpress us lo coz we don't want stray dogs as pets..
so we looked and looked..
oo...they all looked so pitiful and happy to see us!
all oso barking like crazy and some were really really happy!
then we saw one, a poodle..awwwhhh..its so CUTE!
its black, and its very active man!
so we planned to adopt it but sad :( someone ady adopt it..
so we went home without any.. :(
btw,we saw the workers throwing dead dogs into the rubbish truck...
ohhh...so sad! imagine that! throwing dead dogs with other rubbish! i never knew its like that.
and btw, my brother cried coz didn't get any dogs today...
hahha...weird la he.. he is already 13 years old! still so kindy..haha
and so came back,we went for a dog hunt in the net..
and we aimed at a shih tzu dog...so cute!
looking forward for it!! yippe!

2008-12-25T23:53:00.002+08:00

Betapa hatiku, Tuhan
Berterima kasih ,Yesus
Kau mengasihiku, Tuhan
Kau memiliki ku
Hanya ini Tuhan persembahan ku
Segenap hidupku, jiwa dan raga ku
S'bab tak ku miliki harta kekayaan
Yang cukup bererti 'tuk ku persembahkan
Hanya ini Tuhan permohonan ku
Terimalah Tuhan persembahan ku
Pakailah hidupku sebagai alatmu
Seumur hidupku

I want to be Your servant Lord
to serve You each and every day
I want to give my best to You
Approved in everyway

Make my life a living sacrifice
The way You want me to be
To serve You with all my heart
Whatever the cost to me

Take me, break me,mould me Lord
As the potter shapes the clay
Pleasing You in all I do
Approved in every way

I'll stand before Your righteous throne
To hear " Thou good and faithful one"
"Well done!" from the Master's lips
Approved in every way

-worship songs

the DAY b4 christmas..

2008-12-25T22:58:00.004+08:00

so tis year,no christmas service at church so went church hopping..

hahah...gud way to visit other churches..

so we planned to go to Wesley Methodist church at PJ..mum called and asked all the details,(what time la..blabla)

then after dinner,we went there,..

we went there before..and so on the journey,in the car,we was complaining that the last time we went to that church we were asked to sit in the room shielded..(sort of like the kids room coz no place d) ...and lo and behold, this year the place is so full with ppl that they even have to sit outside!

so we drive thru...with the thought that ..uh oh..tis year we don't have to sit in THE BOX but OUTSIDE!

so drive again to find 4 parking and on the way finding for it..we found another church near Wesley..its Chinese Methodist Church...we saw them jumping and very 'yit lau' so we chose to go to that church lo...

and lo and behold....its Flora's church! (hi...)

sis : eh..is tis Flora's church?

me : no la...couldn't be..i noe her church near petaling street wan ma..

sis : i noe her church near confucian school...someting like tat..

me :daddy,is petaling street nearby?

dad: oh yeah...

sis & me : oh ooo... (**)

hahhaaa

wat a coincident!

and so we stepped in..and saw flora worship leading.hahha...bt gud worship though..bt felt weird in a new worship atmosphere...felt like mind cnt focus and like couldn connect..i was looking at the band and the building,,,haiz.... :( mind couldn focus on worshipping GOD!

bt then...i like the service..

coz i felt that they are trying to put the focus back on Jesus..that Christmas wasn;t about presents...

then i love the song Flora sang solo... " Christmas isn't Christmas till it happened in your heart"

the words are so true! we drove through Bkt Bintang and there were all these bunch of teens spraying the fake snow at each other! omgudness! the whole place looks like rubbish and so teruk man the ppl!

so while driving thru,there was a thought in my mind...they have missed all the meaning of Christmas! to them, its only to have fun fun fun...and Jesus isn't the meaning at all..i wonder they even know what is Christmas at all! and i realised that during this season, its the only time tat we cn play christian songs.. christmas carols which speaks of the birth of Jesus..bt everytime i hear it on the radio or in restaurants it seems like its like any other music...and the ppl sing and hear it without any understanding of the lyrics of the song at all! ya noe wat i mean?

thats my heart's burden...haiz :(

btw, i bought a new pair or shoes!!! yippe! tis will be my first time wearing heels! ha! cn't wait for chinese new year to wear it out! wanna c?

take a look!

so..

merry christmas & may Jesus be the center

of your Christmas!

-the anti-santa gurl

2008-12-22T22:56:00.002+08:00

i m too bored to blog...

well..
holiday is...going on without any planning

Christmas looks like its isn't christmas this year..
i mean...literaly..
but i know that its not about presents and Santas...( i m a big antisantas)
ITS ABOUT HIM!

ate tong yuan yesterday....yummy
i love to eat ball...so sticky...
my weight ^ 2kg this year.
thats bad.
my jeans getting tighter and tighter... :(
well..watching tvnow..
so toodles!

2008-12-19T23:38:00.003+08:00

omgosh!
i just raised my voice at mum!'
i feel so bad right now!
so how?

its not that i purposely raise my voice...i juz tak boleh tahan her high toned voice scoldingme about the incident juz now!
she keep on repeating the same thing over and over again until i bursted out!!!

sori mummy...i noe i did the wrong thing...
forgive me God...i just sinned...

I passed!

2008-12-19T23:01:00.002+08:00

yeap...passed my undang test ady...hahah
and i got 4 wrongs out of 50 questions....hahha....i oso can't believe it.
the questions are not that very hard but...some i donno i tembak onilah..

but today was rather a very tiring day! man! the whole day i was waiting and waiting...urgh!
so frustrating!
1) i waited and waited for my instructor to come and fetch me to the center,,,and he was very late...around 2pm only come when he say that he will coome about 12-1 pm...do you know how long i waited?

2) then have to wait for my turn at the center to take the test....its like eternity coz today got soooo many people! and i was nearly the last person!omgoodnes!

3) then waited again for my instructor to send us home.....omgoodness....he came only like nearly 2 hours later...its nearly 7pm ady..and i am not back yet.gosh!

hahha...then the most stupidest thing i have ever done! the driver asked me whether to put me at my house or Selayang MAll....and guess what? i told him Selayang Mall coz the others are all living at Subang so i thought that not to trouble him and so that others can go home early, i told him to put me at selayang mall...how dumb am i? and i thought that i can call mummy to fetch me but unfortunately,i cannot get her...even thousand times....urgh!

and so,the journey back home started...
i noe that my house and sly mall isn;t that far...but if take a car, it only take less than 5 min...but if you are walking, ahaha...it took about 20 min..\
somemore it getting very dark...and so i walked as fast as possible and sweat was pouring out from mybody like fountain! oh btw, i never sweat like that b4!!! ahhahaa...so its also good to walk,rite?i felt so refreshed but poor thing ..my legs... ^)

and so...back home...
i got some lectures from my beloved mum...making me like wanna cry ady
don't you know how much i sufferdd today and then come home with more pain in the chest?
oh never mind....
still thank you God for keeping me safe and bringing me back home safely...hahha *)

2008-12-18T16:37:00.002+08:00

I guess this year i won't be buying any more clothes...
haiz...
i juz donno why!
i went to so many shoppng trips but haiz haiz....i just couldn't find any!
so frustratingla!

it either too expansive or too uncomfy...
haiz...
or its either 'something that i will not wear'...u noe wat i mean? ( spaghetti, mini skirts, low cut dreses)
well, hhaha...honestly, i always try in the fitting room with the thought of buying it..but haha...i wwon't be daring enough to wear it...

well...i think its ok not to have any new clothes ,rite?
ya ma....economic meltdown...thats what pastor always say...
ok lo...mummy and daddy, i will save your hard earned money!
then can go for more holidays and eat more nice nice food lo...haha

btw,i donno y, i feel like going to TGI, Chillies, Aunty Anne's,Victoria Station....
hmmmmmmm.....delicious!
n btw, i juz ate 1 big bbowl of nasi goreng...mum cook wan...the best ever!

2 Timothy 2: 11-13

2008-12-15T14:36:00.002+08:00

"If we died with Him,

we will also live with Him;

If we endure,

we will also reign with him;

if we disown him,

he will also disown us;

If we are faithless,

he will remain faithful for he cannot disown himself."

a Date with Road Samsengs..

2008-12-15T14:08:00.002+08:00

hahha..not a memorable one, though..
i juz hated them..

so..here is the plan, the 4 of us (me,sis,n 2 brothers) sat in one car and the other car is mummy, uncle and grandma..all to one destination, ...KLCC.
my brother wanted to go to PC Fair so,... at 8 pm all went there...
KLCC was sooo crowded though its gonna close in a few minutes..so we went there juz to lepak n see see..the boys went to pc fair lah...bt the gals walked round and round...btw, its very difficult for us to move around since grandma is in wheelchair...so we stayed on only one floor...pathetic, hoh...hahha
we walked abit and then KLCC is gonna close...so we went back..

and so we went back...sis ws driving...following behind uncle's car and btw, uncle was driving so slow coz he scared that my sis is unable to catch up with him...hahha...really ...he is slow..in KL road..so imagine that!
so we drove until at Bintang Walk, i think..
then there was a car behind our car and he honned...i think my sis is going too slow coz she wants to cut into the other lane...then after she cut in, she car moved sooo fast ahead of us..
unfortunately, it was a red light...then we had to stop at the back of uncle's car..the black car stopped and then reversed back to where our car is...(uh ooo!)
we knew that he is gonna do something bad...he pulled down his window...and he showed his middle finger and started shouting , cursing and i think also saying all those bad words! omgoodness!!!
we in the car was so terrified that he will come out of the car or banged us or something like that! we really donno what to do...so we didn even looked at him but i remember i was laughing all the way at what the guy was doing...hehhe.nt that i wasn;t scared or what...its juz that thats the way i am scared.....
and deep in my heart ,i was crying,... ''mummy....''
and thx god, he stopped shouting...bt he spat on our car b4 he drove off....

fuuuuh...! wat a relief! so...we started expressing ourself in the car....''how uncivilized this ppl are! no moral at all! cool down la...! ''
well, this is the first time we actually experience such ppl so teruk!
well, i juz thank God..that the guy din doanything bad to us...imagine..we are all young kids only.!
haiz...what has become of this world!
crazy ppl everywhere!
haiz...haiz...
well....thats all...so bcareful on the road next time!

TAKE ALL OF ME..

2008-12-12T23:54:00.002+08:00

i found this song from Hilsong..which i luv!!!!
the lyrics just touched my heart..
so go youtube and listen for yourselveS!!!
be curious..

You broke the night like the sun

And healed my heart with Your great love

Any trouble I couldn't bear

You lifted me upon Your shoulders

Love that's strongerLove that covers sin

And takes the weight of the world

I love YouAll of my hope is in You

Jesus Christ take my life

Take all of me

You stand on mountain tops with me

With You I walk through the valleys

Your grace is all I rely on

I love You so, and I give up my heart to say

I need You so, my everything

MISSION FAILED!

2008-12-12T23:33:00.002+08:00

hhaha...at last we were out of the house!!!

went shopping juz nw at MV..
i was soooooooooooo xcited!
hallelujah!
hhaah
mum was surprisingly so supportive..thx God..
i noe that we have to trouble her..coz she needs to send us to ktm..
bt..heheh...once in a while oni mah

so we went...for once we went for shopping with my sis by ktm...
thx God...the journey (30 min) went well...
and thx God! for Miss Boey who went took us last time to MV using ktm..so i had the experience..and thx God..i remembered the procedures..hahha
thank you, mb..

well...went in there..sadly, the christmas spirit wasn'tthere...
so...it wasn;t as happening as last years...sad.. :(
we went from one store to another store...urgh...couldn't find IT!
so ...DISSAPOINTING!
so....we went Baskin Robbins...2 scopes for 10 bucks!! so expansive!!!
2 pathetic scopes...urgh!
but ...thx God..we get to eat..not often la,rite?
so....ok lo
then mission continue....looked for shoes...
i m trying to find a sandal..that looked cute on my cute feet.. (eh..so perasan,..hhaha)
but sis told me i fit in cute shoes...hahha
i m also looking for high heels!
trying to find the PERFECT one..
u noe,for me.,when finding for shoes, i need to have the 'feeling' for the perfect shoes...and that shoe will look nice on my feet...
haiz...sad..none is perfect...even in NOSE, or VINCCI..
haiz haiz...
but i thk god that i have shoes that i could wear on my feet..hahha

then...we stopped at 'DIESEL' and found a red collared shirt...it looked quite nice...so i tried and bought it...
then....mission continued...
felt tired...so ..hahha...FOOD!
went to Aunty Anne;s
ate pretzels...hmmmmmmm yummy!
then...bought BIg apple...back home..
then...went La Boheme..buy bread home...
haiz...buy food only..hahha
so sadla..

so...with tired legs, we wnt home...
by ktm...and our faithful mummy was waiting in the car...in the scary darknes...hahhaha
and we wnt home safely...
hahha//
MISSION FAILED! :(....but still successful a...bit!! :)
dats all..
tata!