You have CHANGED.. :(

You have changed,girl..
You are no longer the same person
I used to know..
You are no longer the person whom I can pour my heart out..
My heart is bitter to see you changed to be like that..
Where are all the guidances and advises we have told you..
I know..
you have changed,
that's why.

The world is like a raging river..
It pulls down those who are weak..
It sucks them down into the strong current..
And they were found no more.

I hope you are not pulled into that place..
I know that it will be scary.
I fear everytime you speak to HER,
Its just not the same anymore,
the way you speak..
Harsh and angry ..
Full of anger and rebellion.
I wished you are not like that.
But you have changed..
What happened to you?
Please tell me..
For I could not answer that..

My heart cries out,
to tell you where youhave gone wrong,
where you have gone above the limits..
But I am smaller thanyou..
You don't want to listen..
You continued..
Times and times I have spoken..
I have voiced out my unhappiness about how you have changed..
But nothing changed,
to the better..
All I can do right now is just to PRAY,
and believe that God will intervene..

O God,
you know her heart,
and you know how's she been doing..
not fine,i guess..
All i could ask is that you will speak to her,
For you are her potter, her creator..
and she is just the clay.
Break her if it is needed..
Mould her if she is out of shape,
Heal her if she is broken,
Only You can do that..
For You are her Creator.
She is lost,O Lord,
Lost in the forest of trials and temptations..
She has lost her faith and thrust in You,Lord
she is confused..
that's all i could say..
Father,
bring her back today,
clear the path for her,
that she will be able to see the way,
for there are bushes and uncertainties in front of her
that has rocked her faith in You..
Only you can..

Lord, i ask..
All this..
So that you can bring her back,
Back where she belongs in Your arm..
I am just your vessel.

All i ask..
In Jesus' name,the Beautiful Saviour..
AMEN.