yey!
so..
it was a good day today
got to go back to CF
and being warmly welcomed by old old friends..
ooo..juz miss all of u all so much.. :=*
and well,
it also felt quite odd feeling
coz i no more gonna sit at that table anymore,
not gonna stand there in front giving announcements,
no more writing and counting how many people on that day,(hahaha...seeing Jun Yin doing those things today...thumbs up! :^)
not gonna see how well is CF running worrying what is coming next...
awh..
and now...
we juz sat at the back...
at the very corner.
watching all the young ones taking the place we once stood..

i doonnno why did i write all these...
but my hands were like typing all my emos out!

well...
had a good time with all of u all..
haha
then the time the message from the YWAM team spoke
it just felt like its all from God..
this is the point where i am gonna make the important decisions in my life,
what m i gonna do next ,
what m i gonna do in the future,
and after hearing them speaking,
i just feel like helping others and caring for them..
i think that will be so much more meaningful than scoring 10 digits salary and have a good good life!
as u c the world isn't getting much better, and there are so many hunger stricken people in this www,
its very tiring seeing them suffer, ya noe?
and wat more?
Jesus is coming...and i don't think that getting phds is gonna help those people.
so wat about helping them and just giving them food food and clothes and shelters while waiting for Jesus?
hahaha
the problem now,
i donno where to start
i donno m i ready for it
i donno anything!
so help me GOD!

i felt like working in the UN...
what do ya think? huh?
i noe...
UN not doing a gud job..