It was a hard day today.. :(
I just couldn't get over it.
ok.
breaking the news now.
I failed.miserably.
All I could say was why didn't I do it properly?! coz I know that i can.

Lord,why?
I spoken to you many times asking for your guidance...for alertness,for a good vehicle..
but why is it all the opposites?
Are you testing me after i what i posted in my previous post?

ok.
no more asking question.
let me answer all that is wondering in your mind now.

so what happened?
The first thing that i did was naik bukit.ok..so waited and waited.then my turn finally came.As soon as the guy stepped out from the car,i knew that this car had problems.haha.I guessed it right.I couldn't pull the handbrake down..so i called the jpa guy to help me.And well..ok.Bad start but the car iss able to move.Went up the slope,didn't pass the line.Do it again.This time i managed to kena the line.The fella was like "ok,bagus."but then it wasn't that bagus anymore.I pulled my handbrake but it wasn't enough...so i went down the hill.The handbrake was so tight and hard that i don't have the strength even to pull it!I used all my strength i have already..i thought it would be enough but I FAIL. :(

Then i was sent out of the car.I never imagined it happening to me.While waiting,I was feeling...awh...why didn't pass?(to other ppl)..So,went out of the car..and literally begging the jpa guy to give me another chance.but he say cannot.well..i am not a professional begger..so i had no training.So i failed.

I didn't go for my parking and 3 point turn test.

At the on-the-road test,i was quite confident of at least doing better.but it started rough too.The previous person who sat the car parked it at the slope.So i couldn't move the car.It went back.The jpa guy was kinda mad d.But he still let me go on.Thank GOd i managed to move the car.From then on..my mind became blank.Then it came to the gate which is a slope too.I didn't brake hard enough..so my car was moving quite fast towards the junction.Awhh..from that time onwards...i knew i failed already.I even passed the white line..haha.But the slope is so steep that i can't manage to brake so much!I begged the jpa guy again.He stepped out and asked me to go over to the passenger seat..but i don't wanna budge.hahah.stubborn girl.I oso didn't think i would do that.btw,i saw some ppl looking at me.. +)

I just don't understand why i can do it perfectly well during my practices..hmm.
I think i am too nervous that i became kelam kabut d.

Btw,everyone is bribing and sure enough they passed.
imagine this...
this girl who bribed..the jpa guy helped her to press the brakes,and tell her what to do so that she 'pass'. and another case, the jpa lady asked this guy who also bribed to U-turn so that no need waste time completing the test.OMGoodness! how terrible are they! and they passed! (like duh)just like that,paying RM200.And so..in the van,everyone is asking..how much to pay to bribe the pegawai.And at last,one guy said.."ok,lets bribe together."
omgoodness.
well,honestly,i have thought of bribing too.seeing those ppl who passed so easily,never had to resit again made me jealous.but i know,i am compromising my faith.and thank God after speaking to mummy,she is also an anti-rasuah fan.haha.
so..c..what is happening to our corrupted country?pray people!

WOKS FOR MACC! ( i m thinking of reporting it to them!shld i?)

I am mentally and physically exhausted by this thing.urgh! lets go ns.i don't wanna drive anymore. let me remain as the passenger la!