This past few days have been a real self-discovery process for me.I am mentally drained by every decisions that I have to make.But well,after coming out from it,I realized that I am an individual that finds it hard to make decisions.Oh..great! :(
I find it easier for me that everyone or preferably my parents to make every decisions in my life.I know...most of you might be thinking what sort of girl is this?!hahha....its really true.Sometimes,thinking of it,its makes my mind to think less.I guess I am a lazy thinker after all!hhahaha..
At this cross road of my life,its so important to make the right and best decision.haiz....I really don't know whether where I am going is right or not.My mind always telling me this and later that.I couldn't focus on something! How frustrating is that?! :O
OK.let me tell you the truth.I find out that I am always thinking of taking science related careers like biotech....pharmacist..blablabla coz I guess I wanted people to look high upon me.I feel really stress thinking about this.I know,that I need to do what I like to do.But its so mind confusing.!
Daddy and mummy didn't force me to take science at all..but I felt within them that they want me to take this stream and become a great 'scientist'.

Haiz...such a torture.Lord,U take this burden away from me.Let me just do your will.ok?

P.s:I wonder why others can make their minds up so fast about their future...are they so sure that what they choose is right?or is it only me who thinks so much.